Thursday, March 29, 2007
lemme start this blog entry with a big HAIZ... no another 3 big HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ...
i spent the night at the hospital yesterday. it was not originally meant to be so. when i went to the hospital yest noon, ah gong is having a fever. i guess its from the blood transfusion so nurses gave him ice packs. so ard 8 plus we left for home again as usual. then ard 9 plus my auntie called us. she had just finished visiting ah gong and she said that the patient opposite ah gong told her that my maid slapped ah gong. fu*k her! ah gong is sick and having fever and she slapped him! and because we have 2 maids, and ah gong needs to be taken care of 24hrs so the 2 maids go on shifts to take turns to look after ah gong. maid A goes in the day. maid B, the one who slapped ah gong, does the night shift. so cannot be the teenage guy opposite ah gong will lie to us right we duno each other and theres no reason for him to lie, his friends saw it too. and also, maid B has done a lot of things in the past which gives the whole family a lot of headache but we gave her chances, seeing that at least she does her work. but this is realy unacceptable.
walau i reali dunno how she can ren xin slap an elderly person who is having a fever and an injured arm. FUCK! so reali quite bu fang xin leave her alone with ah gong there alone. then my father already spent the night in the hospital on tuesday night cus of the blood transfusion and he realli very worn out since ah gong gt hospitalised so i volunteered to go. so father fetch me to the hospital ard 10 plus. and just at that point that i want to use my ipod to accompany me thru the night, the ipod spoil again. and b4 that i found out that my computer is spoilt too. everything spoil. what a bad streak of luck huh. then thot of bringing book but lights out too dark so carn read. then luckily hp gt radio function.
so the night begins. and those who know me well knows i hate the HEAT and ah gong is just nice the opposite. ah gong can sleep without the fan and still cover himself with the blanket. so we always never on the fan at his bed. thats the reason y we nv move him up to the aircon room. luckily the next 2 beds to ah gong is empty and the fans are still on. so still not that bad. the night is real long without anything to do. so i just sit there and listen to 933. then sometimes stand up and walk ard the end corner space. haha then every 5 minutes i will look at the clock, no sometimes 1 minute. then i tried lying by the bedpost but too hot and uncomfortable so i didnt sleep the whole night. then when im lying on the bedpost ah i thot 10 minutes past liao but nt even 2 minutes past leh =.=' at 2am when im realli tired, i look at the bed next to ah gong and wondered if i can just climb in there and sleep. smemre the person just came to change the bedsheets. lol. of cus i nv la, think of it oli. then ah gong wake up a few times to pass urine and i feed him lots and lots of water, make sure that the fever doesnt come back. then his wound itch so i soothe it for him. basically he slept almost thru out the night. and he oso ask me sleep. and he suddenly said to me, kuai soon (good granddaughter). want to cry sia hear that. i reali wondered if im a good granddaughter and if i had done enuf for him already. but now i know i am trying my very best to do what i can for him and i will continue. so ard 7.30am father came with maid A to take over while maid B and i went home to sleep.
actually while waiting for my hair to dry b4 i sleep this morning, i wanted to blog but this stupid computer got so many problems. oli until now then ok.
haiz. then ard 3pm just now my mum called me to say father is in hospital. not see ah gong. is he admitted into hospital. father all along had high blood and since ah gong is hospitalised, he is quite busy gg to work looking after ah gong and so on. then just now he suddenly felt his chest pain and his hand numb so he went to the hospital. had to stay overnight for observation. then mum is staying with him there tonight. so anyway with regards to maid B, we already indirectly scold her liao cus we realli need her help now and hiring a new maid now is nt reali an option cus 1) needs to process paper work - needs time, 2) the new maid doesnt know ah gong's habits. cus actually we planned to send her back to the agent this afternoon. but now since we still need some help, we changed her to the morning shift, lots of ppl there and lessen the chance of her daring to do anything and i will be there with her at the hospital. we wun leave her alone with ah gong again.
3 plus i just went to fetch maid A back to sleep and bring maid B there. so ard 10 plus i will bring maid A there and maid B back.
i think father is really too stressed and tired out. we know he has high blood and always tell him to take it easy, but its his character. hope his checkup shows that everything is ok. i am trying my best and i hope that i am doing everything i can to lighten the workload off my parents. theres something that is too long and difficult to type here but just want to say that hope they know what they are doing and whether their conscience prick them not.
the things i can help to do is like so limited, but its ok, i will try my best, and help out whatever that i can. now the most impt thing is that everyone else is healthy.
(i just received a phone call and it is a little better)
i just made a few calls to mum and so far father is alright, pressure has already dropped and tml lunch time can discharge liao if his heart is ok :)
p/s: i NOW then realli know who my TRUE friends are, to be by my side when i realli needed some comfort, hearing ears etc. it is realli in times of need that u see true friends (dix and van). thanks for all the encouragement. i realli appreciate it.
MING TIAN YI DING HUI GEN HAO!!!
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to: this particular person
im starting to feel some hatred for u.
eiLeen signed off @
4:58 PM
