Monday, April 30, 2007
the stupid incident at popeye made ms shoot and i pissed off. we grumbled and cursed all the way from the moment we carried the tray from the counter till after ard 10 mins we started eating. it was just so #&$*%^$%&!!
we then wanted to take the skytrain to terminal 2 so we went to take the lift. who knows that over a hp thingy made us forgot which level to go. so ms shoot just randomly press the buttons. then we remembered that its level 1. haha and we were saying in the lift that what if theres someone waiting for the lift at level 1? there are buttons still lighted! haha the door opened and there were 2 person standing there. we were so pai seh and quickly walked away, dare nt look back. lol haha. to the 2 person: pai seh ah, it was accidently! we are both gd gals who will nv play with lift buttons (for me la - ms shoot i duno she got this hobby nt wahaha)! :)
oh ya, security at airports is very tight now so do follow the new guidelines imposed. dad and mum bought honey from australia to bring home and since quite fragile they decided to hand-carry it. but who knows after passing through the security monitor (those hand-lugguage must scanned b4 u go in to the sitting lounge to wait for the plane), dad and mum was told that honey is not allowed. so the whole box of honey was thrown into the bin right b4 their eyes! arrgh so wasted. heart pain sia. somemore things that are imposed are like waterbottles must not be over 100ml and so on. even mum's lipgloss had to be sealed into a ziplock bag. mum bought back a brochure on the list of things that are forbidden. do check it out if u r taking a flight. u dun want to throw away ur precious stuffs right? or another solution is to check in all the stuffs.
b4 i went out today, my bro suddenly told me that 1 of the maids is hospitalised. she was sleeping when another maid went to call her and the other maid found blood on her. when the medics came, they said that the medication she was taking is for fits. the maid agency oli told us that she had depression but nt fits. so we didnt know abt her history of fits at all. mum said that at the hospital she had another round of fits. so in the end she had to be warded. mum and dad went to the hospital after dinner to see her but she was still slping. the doc said that normally after fits they will feel very tired. luckily doc say that her condition is stable now. but i tink we have to send her back after she is discharged. too dangerous le. and the agency oso abit too much la, how can withheld such things from us. ok la to be fair mayb the maid didnt even tell them in the first place. hope she gets well soon.
oh and lastly, b4 i go,
ms shoot you owed me 30+++ mins. whahaha.
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12:05 AM
Sunday, April 29, 2007
listen to the song on my blog! :)
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went to the airport just now to fetch mum and dad, and was having dinner at crystal jade where we saw ang peng siong, the spore ex-national swimmer. his son is cute. haha. mum bought me my favourite roc candy! i missed it so much. spore buy v ex. i want to go aust! my parents went to the orchard there and i saw from the photos that the apples were so big and round and red hanging from the trees! ahhh~ so nice... they enjoyed the trip so much. thats gd :)
i hate integration. ah it sucks. and from nxt week onwards its gonna be 2 days of econs - how i hated that.
met up with butts yest, we talked and chatted abt all those funny, embarrasing moments in sec sch. damn funny. we laughed our asses off. haha.
happy bdae to the april babies cherene and wenru!
im happy! im happy! im happy!
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12:38 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007
my darlings are back! im ultra happy!
but when i was transferring them out of the package into the lens cases, i suddenly thot of trying them on, but i've already put them into the disinfecting solution which must be accompanied by the pink tablet, in which i havent added it in. then i thot i use the other solution to wash it then shld be no prob. the moment i put it into my eyes, i gt a burning sensation. omg! i thot i was gg to go blind.
ask u see the redness la not to examine my eye (it is not the nicest eye on earth i know lol). and this redness is after standing for abt 5 mins in front of the tap and cupping water to wash my eyes. b4 i washed it it was as red as a tomato. i thot i was gg to lose the function of my right eye lol.
i hafto wait for another week or so b4 my new specs and contacts are done.
just received bro's sms. he just returned to tekong from his field camp. spent 6 days in the forest or jungle or whatever. without bathing omg! got heat rash and insect bites all over his body. he said he saw the biggest spider in the world and that he had almost seen all types of insects. i think i will die if i went there =X
i thot my auntie wudnt come this month after such an emotional month. but she came today and brought 2 big presents for me. backache and stomach cramps. the 2 pink tablets doesnt seem to be functioning well. maybe they have already expired. its been long since i last experienced such pain. like someone using both hands to pinch my lower abdomen. ouch. and i always thot its so amazing that they will knock on the door to tell u to prepare for their arrival. not knock on the real door la, knock on my stomach 'door' = pain. ok, i tink oli gals will understand this. arrgghhh... 5 more days.
bye bye april! (i dun reali like this month)
hello may!
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11:22 PM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
watched 200 pounds beauty today. damn nice show. quite funny in the beginning but towards the end a little sad la but its a happy ending! haha, both leads were very handsome and pretty. the songs (maria and beautiful gal) in the movie oso damn nice! youtube has it. as usual we smuggled food into the cinema again haha. today we had self-control, we managed to not buy anything at all wahaha. we must keep it up yeah! haha..
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had a pretty embarrassing encounter at the mrt yesterday. i thought the toilets at the mrt were available 24 hrs. alas - i tried to push the door then i saw that they have 'toilet times' too. lol, dun worry i didnt shit in my skirt - has nothing to do with the small and big businesses. what is it? i wun say la of cus i mentioned that it was embarrassing already. wahaha.
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i think the operator at sim must think that im nuts to ask such a question. but he didnt manage to answer me either. lol, i've already replied and sent the package anyway.
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im going back to driving lessons this thurs. 2 mths plus since i last touched the steering wheel. i better buck up - less than 1 mth b4 my next test comes.
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think i better also start revising for my exams in june - nervous nervous.
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i had a great day today! thanks buddies.
p/s: maybe i should be the next kang hana! wahaha.
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1:07 AM
Monday, April 23, 2007
i regretted cabbing to sch today... my wallet burst - thanks to the stupid extra charge for peak hours and jam at AYE and throughout the bus 74 route(so many traffic lights) till i reached sch.
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dad and mum flying off to australia tml. haiz if not for the classes i wud be able to join them. nvm they say to bring me there in june b4 i start sch! :) actually they shld go for a longer duration, but my bro has a long weekend this coming week so they decided to cut short the trip a little. its real high time for them to take a break and relax themselves.
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i almost buay tahan my specs liao, not oli they make me look awful, i hated it a lot when they slip down my nose bridge. why has it to be this week that i lose my contacts that it had to be my busiest week? haha think i had to cover my eyes with a scarve when i go out.
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many a times i berated myself for not saying the 'things' out. today i finally did and a huge burden has been lifted off me. im glad that i did.
dad and mum, sorry if i let u worry abt me. dun worry - i know how to take care of myself and i wun do that again. have fun and enjoy urselves at australia! shall c u all soon this sat.
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ok i want to go take a shower liao - im not dirty ok, i just came back from sch nt long ago =X
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11:49 PM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
i had no idea how i can lose my left side of the contact lenses. had to make a new pair. so i had to wear glasses to sch and my degree increased again so i had to squint my eyes during lessons. luckily they can help me arrange some disposable ones for me to wear in the midst of preparing my new specs and lenses, if not i had to squint my eyes for a week. make me giddy oso. mayb shld go for lasik and solve it once and for all.
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i am sinking furthur into the sadness well. i am ultimately sad. reached the rock bottom of a new level of sadness.
i wished i can haf someone to pour my troubles out to.
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11:16 PM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
u were always never there.
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10:52 PM
im devastated
nth can convey my sadness and
the fear that 'it' will eventually come
no matter how long
i dont wish for it to come at all
im really sad
:'(
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2:42 PM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
nowadays, i kept having these amazing, funny dreams in my sleep. and i have them without fail everynight. shows how hard working my brain cells are. wahahah. i hate or rather dislike the econs lesson. i dun understand what the lecturer's toking abt and the guys behind kept toking. still sitting behind is better. by 9pm, aiqi and my brains shutdown already. then i just copy what the lecturer draw on the graphs, occasionally try to understand but actually i was counting 54mins, 21mins to going home! the clock in the LT is a huge distraction after 9pm. i really wonder how am i goin to memorise so many graphs for the exams. i still prefer maths. heh nv thot i will say i prefer maths, maths is my core enemy in sec sch. but i still think its the background i have thats y. im gonna get diabetes soon, we munch on sweets throughout the 3 hr lecture. haha buy sugarfree ones there next time. my dad fetch me from tanah merah mrt on mon and wed, even though i said i wanted to walk in myself. thanks dad!
my hp is spoiling soon, i received a msg from ms van at 5am and i dun think she msged me at that time. anyway my phone carn even send a proper msg without hanging. im thinking which one i shld buy.
Samsung Ultra Edition 13.8
or
Nokia E65
i like the samsung one for its sleek design but it doesnt have the functions of what a normal nokia phone have which i am used to already. the E65 i understand theres smething abt the 3G part. have to ask my aunt first. haha i know u all wana say i waste $ rite, can just bring it to the service centre - but i've brought other phones there b4 and the service err i wudnt want to mention it here. and the downside of it is everytime u service, the data in ur phone all gone and that means my games everything all gone. heh, i oli had to pay 1/4 or 1/8 of the price for the new phone! thanks mummy.
which one you all think is better?
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5:07 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
i want to:
1) go shopping
2) go to the beach
3) go cycling
4) go try the korean cuisine at far east
5) go on a holiday (impossible - got sch)
6) go escape theme park
7) go eat yuki yaki
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5:57 PM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Is it a CRIME to be a Fatty/ Overweight/ Obese!?
Does it mean that a person who possesses all the 3 points have to be ridiculed/ said at/ laughed at/ or being TREATED in such a WAY that the person felt demoralised/ unhappy/ sad!?
i AM OVERWEIGHT, so what? who gave u the right to do that to me?! so wad if u r my elder (zhang bei)?! i knew i ought to have respect for u but the NUMEROUS TIMES that u did this made me dun wan to respect u anymore. because u DONT DESERVE IT.
it was 7pm++ and i was having FIRST meal of the day. and cus so many ppl were having meals, all small bowls were taken. i had to take a big bowl. BUT I ABSOLUTELY did not fill it FULL. i oli filed half of the bowl with food. and so i went to the dining table to eat. the first thing that u said when u came up to me was that : wa! eat so big bowl ah?!
EXCUSE ME???!!! it was my first meal of the day ok and i oli filled half of the bowl with food! doesnt mean that i take a big bowl means i ate a lot - it was just that there were no more other bowls that i can take! fcuk!
i love soups, and i love yong tau foo, so when i wanted to take a second helping, i was still considering whether to or not cus i know u will be outside and i just knew what the outcome will be. true enuf - the outcome came true (but its worse 10000000000 times than what i had imagined it will be). i tell u , i wanted to actually take the whole bowl and throw into the rubbish bin. im FAT - so what? i dun have to eat my meals la, FAT people dont have a right to eat isit? ask the police catch me la! i had enuf of it over the years already ok?
im born with such genes can - part of it is that ok i admit i nv do enuf exercises but u also have to see the genes of my family wad and im also big-boned! not totally just made up of fats can! dammit!
if u were telling it for the sake of my health, i thank you. but u are not! you are making me the butt of the fatty jokes you were saying and making ppl luff at me!
so what do u want me to do now? take a knife and cut my fats off?
im not being sensitive or agitated - fat people already have a VERY low self-esteem and yet this have to happen to me.
my frens, now u all know the origin of my shyness, my whatever la.
maybe i shld turn myself BULIMIC, or to contract the aneroxia illness.
PLS: DO NOT LUFF AT FAT PEOPLE. YES WE DO DESERVE BEING FAT FOR BEING LAZY AND NOT DOING ENUF EXERCISES. BUT THIS IS NOT 100% OF REASONS THAT MADE US FAT! MAKE SURE U KNOW ALL ABT US B4 U LUFF. ACTUALLY DUN EVEN LUFF. U MAY BE THIN/SKINNY/PERFECT FIGURE SO WHAT. U MAY HAVE OTHER SHORTCOMINGS TOO. NOBODY IS PERFECT SO JUST DUN CRITICISE OR LUFF AT PPL.
DUN BLAME ME FOR BEING FACE BLACK OR MOODY - YOU ALL WILL NEVER FEEL HOW I FEEL. ITS SUCH AN UNPLEASANT FEELING.
and what i want to do now is to cry and after crying maybe cut my wrist with a knife, or even better - drink dettol, or even eat up the whole box of panadol supplies in the kitchen. (im so glad that i have my own room and situated at 3rd level too. i can do whatever i want and nobody will know.)
go away everybody! im just a BIG FAT UGLY OVERWEIGHT GAL who has no frens no nth at all.
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9:13 PM
Friday, April 13, 2007
its thurs already! weekend is here soon! alas, had classes even on a sat. tsk tsk. but luckily its maths and not econs. maths is so much funner then econs well, maybe cus i had taken A maths b4. i had oso taken econs in poly but what they teach us is like totally no connection at all. the maths lecturer quite funny too. but 3 hr long of lectures damn tiring - and i HATE the travelling part. when can i own a driving liscence? speaking of which, i have not had my driving lessons for nearly 2 months since my diSAStrous failed driving test. 1 mth more to my next test, i better pull my socks up and pass this time. heh heh.
the template ah, try so many times still carn make the 'links' part to be the way i wanted it to be.
saw a link in ms shoot's blog and went to try - in the end beacme quite addicted to it and did so many. but its fun.
| You Should Paint Your Room Orange |
Fiery and fresh, an orange room brings intense happiness.
Your orange room will set a positive vibe - and brighten up any gathering.
Orange also promotes healthy communication... and stimulates the appetite! |
see? i painted my room in the correct colour! clever me heh heh but not in this shade of orange la.
| You Will Be a Cool Parent |
You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need.
You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law.
While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top.
You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant! |
wahaha. i will be a good mother =P
| Your Uncommon Name Is: |
Barabara Maryetta Elzy |
call me by this name from now on =D
| You Failed Your Driver's Test |
You only got 2/10 correct.
If you have a driver's license, it needs to be revoked! |
should i worry abt my next month's test? =x
| Your Social Anxiety Level: 84% |
You have extreme social anxiety.
Your social phobia is a serious problem for you, and you definitely need help.
And while getting help may seem very scary, it's your only choice... except for hermitude! |
definitely very terribly true.
| You Have Good Manners 67% of the Time |
Your manners are quite excellent. You are well versed in etiquette.
Of course you have the occasional slip up, but you even apologize with grace. |
heh of cus la i had taken a class in ettiquette b4 ma. heh heh ask me out for dinner - i wun throw ur face.
| You Are 76% Shy |
You are a very shy person, and it has started to impact your life in a negative way.
If you can avoid human contact, you usually do. And as a result, you miss out on a lot. |
damn TRUE.
| Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking |
You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.
You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.
You should major in:
Philosophy
Music
Theology
Art
History
Foreign language |
im worried - that i actually chose banking and finance for my degree. heh heh of cus i know these tests are just for fun!
| How You Are In Love |
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You give and take equally in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
:)
when u have time, try it!
i will nv forget the days from 2/4 to 5/4. dun ask me y, its just very special and sweet. but - its already over. boohoo.
just sense that the future(in a lot of aspects) will never be the same as b4 though i wanted it to be. anyway, it isnt something i can maintain alone. so theres practically nth that i can do abt it at all. i've tried and done my part. i'll just take a step at a time.
family and studies are just the 2 most impt priorities in my life right now.
i miss those days.
i especially MISS ______.
p/s: btw, the 2 sentences above dun link and arent toking abt the same subject at all.
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12:00 AM
Sunday, April 08, 2007
im gg to sch again starting tml. 2 mre yrs of being a student yet again if i can pass the june exams. luckily no more projs this time, but im gonna haf to haf lots of self-discipline which sometimes is missing in me. heh heh, i'll just haf to study hard.
if oli i got my driving liscence in feb, then i can drive myself to sch.
its econs class tml. much better than the maths class i tink.
i wish myself luck.
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11:01 PM
Saturday, April 07, 2007
i thot everything will be ok today. but it seems otherwise. it was in total chaos. i cannot take it. im scared that everything will tumble. how i wish i can have a shoulder to lay on when i cry.
i hate my stupid internet connections. can u stop adding on to the already whole lot of problems that i am having!!!!!!!!!!
everything is just going haywire now. and i really duno how am i gg to carry on with my life.
all the problems just fcuk OFF!!!!!!!!!!
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8:18 PM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
its been months since i last slept so early and yet i had to be woken up rudely by a nightmare =.='
and now im too afraid to go back to bed.
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heh heh :) and sob sob :(
its sweet but today seems to be the last day, maybe theres a chance that tml will be the last day. i had no idea. im keeping my fingers crossed.
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2:17 AM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
where can i release all these PENT-UP emotions??????????!!!!!!!!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaRRRRRRRRRRggggggggggHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
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10:28 PM
im dying soon.
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12:40 AM
Sunday, April 01, 2007
i finally found out whats wrong with my computer and luckily it has been fixed. remaining is how to tackle my laptop.
went to the hospital after driving bro to the pasir ris bus interchange. grandpa went to pull his injured hand again and alas it started bleeding again. we ask the nurse to help him change his dressing and the nurse says the wound looks as if theres an infection and father said the wound swollen again. haiz, just when we thought he was really getting better and better. realli wished grandpa listened to us and stop pulling at his arm. but think back he also duno what he doing so just what we can do best is to just make sure there is sme1 with him 24hrs a day to prevent him from pulling his hands again. the nurse says that if the antibiotics doesnt cure the infection, there may be a possibility that he have to undergo an operation again to clean the wound. haiz hw can grandpa tahan another operation. but though he had an infection, its lucky that he doesnt have any fever so far apart from the blood transfusion. hes healthy, luckily. have to see what the doctor says tomorrow.
im very troubled. dunno how to say it out oso. just very fan la. and not oli just cus of ah gong.
im just a big fat loner. i have no friends. maybe its time for me to learn to be very independent.
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