Thursday, June 08, 2006
My uncle passed away at 11.55am today. I just came home from my uncle's house. I got a phone call from my brother at around 12.15pm and he told me he is on his way to my uncle's house. I then changed and book a cab but im really so shocked that i didnt even know that i did not finish booking the cab and i waited so long downstairs that i began to question myself did i book the cab in the first place. The weather did not help me very much too it was a heavy storm. I then went back to the house and called for another one. On the way there, i cried and the uncle must be thinking that im mad. what the heck i carn be bothered about him. When i reached my uncle's house, i saw my brother standing at the doorstep crying. Stepping inside, i saw my grandpa and other uncles and aunties. I then went to look at my uncle for the last time. He was so skinny and fragile due the illness and he was lying there on the bed. I cried again. Even though he only had a week left i really didnt expect it to be so soon when he had successfully managed to get better after seeing a chinese physician. Much as i dont want my uncle to pass away, it might be better for him to pass on. The illness really cause him much suffering, stomach bloatness, pain in the stomach, no appetite, frequent mood swings and so on. Thinking in a more positive way, his sufferings had ended and i hope that he had passed on painlessly. Do you know that yesterday i actually had a very strange feeling the whole of last night while i was studying investment. The whole of my heart seems to be so heavy and one will feel that something bad will happen. I thot that it is about my investment test today that im not gonna do well or what. Who knows that it will be like that. It is really a very very very very very very very very sad day for me and im really thinking how am i going to study for CFAS paper tml. Luckily its only MCQs. Life is really precious. Do treasure it and if you do feel unwell, go see a doctor even though its a minor ailment as you really dont know what can happen. i think i better get started on my CFAS which i think is rubbish cause i just dont have the mood for it. i'll just have to try my best then.
Goodbye and Rest in peace, uncle. We all love you.
eiLeen signed off @
3:01 PM
