Tuesday, June 06, 2006
my mood now is very very very indescribable moody... thats why im using this shade of blue...
IM SURE TO FLUNK MY TREASURY PAPER :'(
i counted my marks here and there and it was either a failure or a very mian qiang de 25 marks... how i hope that its really 50-50% at least then my mcq can help me... the stupid bloody hell question on the interbank market cause me to flunk the paper!!! oh my im realy disastrously sadded now that my broken enlish ---> see i type wrongly and vulgarities all came out... in the midst of counting my marks i vaguely remember that teacher say that the common test marks will be of no secret to the whole class which means --- u all shld know... damn it... i really want to cry my eyes out and poke them blind... then can quit sch... its not as if i never study i did and i really tried my very best already... wad a great kick off start to the tests it definitely pull the rest of my confidence level down... :'( :'( i know its over and its useless for me to think but its easy to say... u try la... everybody around you got high marks and who knows i may be the ONE and the ONLY ONE to fail the treasury paper in the whole BFS cohort... what shit... better go study very much harder for PLB already i dun want to come in writing the same entry as today again... :'( :'( :'(
eiLeen signed off @
12:07 PM