Wednesday, June 07, 2006
im back!!! lol... today's paper should be can pass then see how high i can score ba... haizzz if only yesterday were the same... what the heck... not going to think about it anymore but it still sort of dampen my mood... hmm very sleepy now almost carn wake up this morning... my god i sleep for only 2 to 3 hrs everyday... my classmates all sleep so early... im stupid thats why... ~yawn~ nobody's gonna be interested in my blog anymore... :P put school things aside, im feeling very guilty now... just now while waiting for lunch (no gas supply, called gas company and they havent even reached now, after 1hr had already passed...) i was sitting with my grandpa in the living room... seeing him there with the senile disease, he look so fragile compared to last time where he brought me to school, for tea breaks, our favourite fish soup stall... i curse the senile disease for coming upon my grandpa... i found that i havent been spending much time with him... what an unfilial granddaughter i am... ... he also like suffering from a sore throat which i didnt notice... maybe i shall bring him to a doctor if he havent recover by tonight... my parents are now in Hong Kong and it just feel so strange without them around the house... the house felt so empty... another sad thing... mu uncle, suffering from last stage of cancer had only 1 week left... oh my... when my brother told me this yesterday my whole heart sank... his daughter is still so young... and my auntie is trying very hard to make ends meet... ok i feel like crying again... i know im a crybaby... ok shall start revising my investment already if not i cant sleep by 5am... wish me lots and lots of luck...
eiLeen signed off @
12:55 PM
