Tuesday, May 13, 2008
was chatting with liting just now and discussing about the disparity between the lecture notes and subject guide.
anyway, we dont like the fact that the examination is stretched over such a long period (somemore for the fact that we started preparing for it at least 2 weeks before). but if there isnt any time in between for us to study the huge stack of notes also cannot.
haiz.
my brain feels as if its gonna explode any moment now.
we are all really feeling mentally and physically exhausted already, not forgetting theres 3 more papers to go.
i also have an additional burden that no one elses have. people have been saying that i think too much but seriously i confirm that i will not make it this time. and its seriously affecting me.
argh $%*^&#$% & i really dont know how to release the pent up emotions inside of me.
this is the 2 most awful months of april and may i've ever experienced and by the 28th, you will see that i have a new hairstyle - botak. either they commit suicide themselves due to stress or i pull them out of frustration.
nobody will understand how i feel, unless they are right in my shoes.
im really feeling awful right now.
awful, really really awful beyond words...
i want to say sorry to -- ------, i will make it up to you all after this horrible period is over. bear with me for the moment. im sorry.
eiLeen signed off @
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