Saturday, May 31, 2008
i've moved.
http://nitsandbitsofmylife.wordpress.com/
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Friday, May 23, 2008
can you guess what are we going to do based on this picture?
yeah right!
its CHEERSING TIME!
butt heng you play cheat hor, take a super big water bottle with bigger opening somemore. lol.
look at me - macham siao char bo.
splash of course splash the bdae girl right? it has become a tradition for us to cheers whenever its someone's bdae/whenever we meet up. anywhere, everywhere also can. haha, i got it once in front of the esplanade bus-stop, butt heng got it at changing appetite. lol!
i super pai seh la, cause we made a pact not to splash on faces but in the end when i still had a little water in my bottle and butt koh walked right towards me, then my first instinct was to splash her and i splashed directly right onto her face!
haha sorry ah butt koh!
CHEERS BUTTS!
=)
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Thursday, May 22, 2008
cf paper is a killer.
wtf.
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hanging on in there can be so tough sometimes.
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1:19 AM
Monday, May 19, 2008
its so nice to feel the way the family (including relatives) bonds.
even though im like a typical asian who feels shy expressing it out verbally to them,
but i really love all of them loads.
yippee!
1) if everything goes ok, grandpa is coming home in the next few days.
2) my exams are coming to an end in 9 days' time!
i have so many things that i want to do after that.
haha!
loo lala loo lala loo la loo la leh.......
:)
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11:39 AM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
im too lazy to type out the entire long story of the sleeping pills saga (theres a lot that i wanted to say actually).
summary of it is that she admitted to it after being questioned at the agency and said that she had done it (she did it twice) because she wants to sneak out at night to go meet up with her bangla bf (since she had to un-arm the alarm system b4 going out, theres no way she can do it without awaking my dad, whos a light sleeper.)
its like damn bloody idiotic can. what if dad or i were to drive after having out dinner (she made me miss 1 precious day of revision - bloody hell)? because eating the pills makes u knock out immediately and go into deep sleep when the effect kicks in, not like how u will usually lie on bed, wait for a while before going to dreamland.
anyway, the agent ask her to write down all the things that she had done and to sign it. the agent asked my parents if they want to make a police report and also blacklist and ban her from coming to work in singapore again but they decided to let her go.
but after some new shocking discoveries that we saw from the home video when we replayed it yesterday, my parents decided to call the agent and ask to blacklist her, to prevent her from coming back to harm any more families.
*she told my other maid to tell her husband that she was being sent back because my grandpa had passed away already. touch wood! fu*k her la! super evil can? curse my grandpa and she isnt nice to him at all in the first place - which will then spark off another story which im too lazy to type out* who asked u to have affairS in the first place?
all in all, good riddance that she has left our family - she created a lot of problems for our family. we wanted to send her back long ago but due to certain hiccups here and there we havent got a chance to. but this is the last straw. no more chance already.
i actually thought of writing to the newspaper, like want to warn people of such maids (of course there are still nice and good ones out there, i still have one good one at home). you never know what they can do to you, just because they want to go out and have affairs la or whatever else.
imagine they add urine, saliva or even worse menstrual blood into your food. or use the water they used to soak their feet to cook ur maggi mee for you. cant blame me for having such crazy thoughts, i never once thought i will experience such a thing. scary you know, what if my family die from an overdose of it?
aiyo. scary la.
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van, enjoy your trip ah! haha! later you go there 1 person, come back 2 (your german bf!) lol! if got cute guy there dont forget me hor. haha! i shall cya in july!
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anyone wants a super-sized mentos?
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i macham having holidays liao leh, totally no mood to study and next paper is like 3 days away. haiz. but study so hard for it got use meh? doesnt get me what i want to even get (a pass) in the first place. all the more demoralises me. but i really tried my best already. i sat and studied for at least 9 hours everyday leh. haiz. dont know what to say la. i'll see how when the results come.
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i really hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate (this thing). shall go into details when i ( ).
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happy birthday
grandma!
and
butt koh!
i shall cya guys in june!
:)
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Saturday, May 17, 2008
woa!
we chatted from 12.56am till 7.15am.
non-stop.
broke our old record liao miss shoot!
oh dear, my right eye suddenly got swollen. haha. must be because i only slept for 3 hours on thursday night. but doesnt make sense la, does it mean then my left eye got more sleep/rest than the right one? =X i cannot find eyedrops! how to make a sore eye disappear in 4 hrs' time?
i guess its only sleep. i need to be able to put on my contacts later!
heart to heart chat is so comforting.
=)
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today is the day that i passed my driving test, one year ago.
time flies!
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7:23 AM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
grandpa is hospitalised.
:(
dad and mum just went over again and he's sleeping already.
luckily its not that serious.
wanted to message bro to tell him about it, since he says to contact him if anything happens at home (we never told him grandpa was hospitalised last year while he's in tekong).
but on second thoughts, think better not. why make him worry?
anyway, hurry hurry recover grandpa!
i'll go visit you after my exams tomorrow!
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holy shit!
my maid feeds us sleeping pills!
more of it tomorrow.
i got to chiong the last lap of revision before i go to bed and prep myself up for the 2nd battle tomorrow.
which i doubt i will sleep in peace.
anyways, i just hope i wont come out of the exam hall tomorrow - crying.
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10:58 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
im really very blessed and fortunate to be born into this family.
:)
oh, and btw, i made these myself the other day:
just kidding! haha!
my love is still the oreo flavoured one, but im gonna try the green tea one next time!
im really craving for lots of food now, chilli & pepper crabs, sakae sushi, hot & cold ramen, any pasta, steamboat, chocolate fondue etc. i miss shopping too! all of you wait for me for another 14 days ok?! i'll be right there!
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kangaroos, koalas and roc candy! i'll finally see you all again after 11 years! woots!
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Tuesday, May 13, 2008
was chatting with liting just now and discussing about the disparity between the lecture notes and subject guide.
anyway, we dont like the fact that the examination is stretched over such a long period (somemore for the fact that we started preparing for it at least 2 weeks before). but if there isnt any time in between for us to study the huge stack of notes also cannot.
haiz.
my brain feels as if its gonna explode any moment now.
we are all really feeling mentally and physically exhausted already, not forgetting theres 3 more papers to go.
i also have an additional burden that no one elses have. people have been saying that i think too much but seriously i confirm that i will not make it this time. and its seriously affecting me.
argh $%*^&#$% & i really dont know how to release the pent up emotions inside of me.
this is the 2 most awful months of april and may i've ever experienced and by the 28th, you will see that i have a new hairstyle - botak. either they commit suicide themselves due to stress or i pull them out of frustration.
nobody will understand how i feel, unless they are right in my shoes.
im really feeling awful right now.
awful, really really awful beyond words...
i want to say sorry to -- ------, i will make it up to you all after this horrible period is over. bear with me for the moment. im sorry.
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2:16 AM
Monday, May 12, 2008
can anyone tell me how do i actually stop it?!
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Saturday, May 10, 2008
after behaving like a zombie for these few days,
i finally broke down in the car.
guess i fell really hard this time. i tried to stand up and walk away from it but it seems as if my legs are broken.
i just cant.
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Tuesday, May 06, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!
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how nice it is to fall sick just days before the exam war is going to start. i think its all becuase of the 4am showers. although it is not that serious until i have to lie on bed and cannot move but i didnt want to take any chances and wait till its full blown before i do something to it. i already told myself i cannot afford to fall sick now and must take care of myself, with the terrible weather now and luckily enough, i really fell sick.
falling sick, apart from feeling super uncomfortable, waste alot of time too. i always take a long time to completely clear up all the bacteria and germs in my body. then while you are sick you feel lethargic, body ache, alternate between cold and hot, have bitter taste in your mouth etc. my nose drips so much that i felt so frustrated that i almost tied a plastic bag right under my raw and frictioned nose.
during the weekends, i popped panadols to aid me through first since clinic not opened. then i went down to see the doc this morning. already feeling shitty enough and the first thing i see early in the morning on my windscreen is the shit-mess of a bird who i think has constipation for a year already. wa lau, on windscreen not enough, i only realised later that my hood and the part below windscreen also kena ~thanks ah birdie~
pills ah pills please let me hurry up and recover.
weather super bad now la so damn bloody hot. so everyone, especially those having exams now must really take care of yourself, have adequate rest, drink more water, eat more fruits and not to have 4am morning showers. stay healthy and be well!
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23 more days is what i have to endure.
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