Tuesday, November 20, 2007
im utterly speechless u know.

what i THOUGHT it WAS,

is NOT what i THINK it IS.

my feelings has dipped till way beyond the bottom of an infinite well.

no one really understands me.

the oli thing that makes me look forward to, is this sat.

shopping therapy.

but well, how long can i shop?

maybe i'll be happy for 3 to 4 hrs - max.

after that?

and from now until sat?

i realli duno.

i felt so negative that crying doesnt seems to be an option, to release my inner emotions.

well i carn force out any tears either.

so everything is just stuck in my heart.

why

why

why

why

why

why

why

why

why

why

why

why

why

why

LIKE THAT?!!!!!

i hate the way everything is gg now.

i want to go a one-man island.

and oli bring my mushrooms along.

even if i were to type here continuosly until tml morning, it werent be of any help at all.

duno wad to say anymre.

:'(

:'(

:'(

eiLeen signed off @
11:31 PM

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