i got irritated and unhappy over the slightest matters.
i dun wan tml to come.
i dun wan to be here now.
i dun wan to do anything.
i dun even wan to be on earth now.
am i normal?
wad on earth is wrong with me?
eiLeen signed off @ 10:16 PM
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
i saw this video from Desperate Addict's blog and was pretty worked up and angry after watching it. so i decided to post it here.
#$^@&%$^%!!!!!
how can they bully this uncle??!!!! if im not wrong i heard them saying things like 'this is gg at 2 miles/hour' & 'i can even walk faster than this'. wtf. the uncle so old liao still have to cycle those 3 GROWN UP MALES who weighs at least THRICE his weight. like that bully him still not enuf leh - some more dun wan to pay him the right amount(they said they got robbed - can u imagine this!) and dun even know if they paid him in the end. dammit. i went to youtube to see who posted this and saw this at 'about the video' part:
They actually think this is funny and uploaded it at http://youtube.com/watch?v=XH6RIzb_UKU as "The slowest taxi in South East Asia" by http://youtube.com/user/B0Davis
angry or not u tell me.
and the 3 person has seriously suffered backlashes from us singaporeans.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrggghhhh!
im so angry. i especially dun like ppl who bully the elderly.
and i will kick them if i ever saw them.
they really got no manners!
eiLeen signed off @ 10:43 PM
my auntie was so late for this month, that i thot she wun be coming alr. then i so conveniently wore a white bottom to school yesterday. halfway thru class, the 'warning pain'(which alwis signals me that my auntie is coming) came. i was hoping for a false alarm and so when i went to the toilet to check,
tada!
my auntie decided to pop up surprisingly. and wads worse - i was wearing white la. then everybody i asked didnt have pads with them, then toilet oso didnt have the pad dispenser and i didnt know where to buy it in sch sia. luckily i oli have 1 more hr to go b4 sch ends.
my auntie brought 2 frens with her smemre - and so i spent the remaining lecture with my auntie, Ms Cramps and Ms Aches.
***
dad and mum are on their way back to spore alr. yeah!
eiLeen signed off @ 1:46 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
the whole hse is so quiet today. dad and mum went off for holiday and bro wont be booking out this week. usually on sat all the families will come here for dinner, but today oli my 4th aunt's family came.
feels kinda strange. not used to it.
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im wondering wad im worrying abt.
eiLeen signed off @ 11:30 PM
Friday, October 26, 2007
Why isit that while watching dramas, there will alwis be this ultra bad guy which ppl, or mayb oli i will hate to core, then will oso hope that the person have retribution in the end (haha), but halfway towards the end, it will alwis be the person got stuck with a disease, or whatever whatever, then i’ll start feeling sympathetic and sad towards the person again, and hope he gets better and etc. This is exactly wad happens in Behind the White Tower. Jang Joon Hyeok – ultra bad guy at first, then towards the end got very bad incurable cancer. I cried for the last whole 1 ½ episodes la. Scenes are so damn sad can he had to died in such a way. I like happy endings oli la, who doesn’t? Haha.
***
Its nice to have a best/bosom fren to confide in, on yr innermost secrets. Its difficult to find a fren who u could tell almost 90% of ur stuffs just like that. Its like this fren suddenly becomes a bulldozer – and scoops away the stone weighing heavily in yr heart. Or she suddenly becomes a pail, to hold your woes/tears as u pour them out. Its not an exaggeration la and for me, i tink this kind of friendship builds up over the years. Im a very terribly shy, quiet and introverted person and sometimes i dun even tok to u unless u tok to me – so i take extremely long to open myself up to ppl.
Haiya actually all i wan to say is thank u ms shoot, for listening to me today (shes flying high up into the sky liao). But seriously, having a fren to listen to u really helps a lot.
PS: eh, ms shoot, i am having hallucinations becus of that movie alr.
***
i have been sneezing for a lot of days alr. and its not like flu at all. maybe somebody is thinking of me all these while.
wahahaha!
okok, go and hold yr porcelain bowl and vomit into it =X
***
I really hope that theres availability, so that i can have a white Christmas this yr.
eiLeen signed off @ 11:01 PM
Friday, October 19, 2007
i have a thorn lodged deep in my heart.
pull it out?
or
leave it as it is?
either way, its still gonna hurt.
im gg into hibernation mode.
eiLeen signed off @ 11:04 PM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
isnt it funny or wad:
i fell down in my own hse.
yup, at the stairs there
=
1 bruised arm and knee and the other leg bruised + broken skin(po pi) with bleeding.
shld i apply dettol or zambak?
arrgh.
anyway im just glad that i nv break any tooth of mine.
***
i wan to go holiday!
dec faster come!
maybe another faster alternative would be to go on a shopping spree first.
cus i realli duno whats happening to me nowadays.
eiLeen signed off @ 11:26 PM
Monday, October 15, 2007
i almost kiSSed someone's butt/backside today. im an estimated of lesser than 1cm away from it. ard 0.009cm?
what were u thinking of, im not a pervert lahhs. its my car =X
i was driving home after sch (6.30pm) where it is the jamming period = lots and lots of cars. then once u switch on the headlights of ur car, the rear will be lighted up with red lights isnt it? and when one steps on the brake, the rear of the car will become even redder. i dunno if i had something on my mind at that time but when i was at ECP, i didnt realised that the person in front of me has braked and guess what.
i stepped on my accelerator.
i thot the redness wad just the normal one (w/o stepping on the brakes). i didnt realise that the person had alr stepped on breaks. and when i saw the car stopped in front of me, i slammed the breaks with all my might. and as my car neared the car in front, i thought to myself 'die la this time kiss until ppl's backside liao'. then its like got so many cars ard, realli alot. then when i use all my might to realli try to stop the car, i managed to escape the accident by a mere duno how many micro centimetres oli. reali heng sia. and all my files and bag drop onto the floor. omg. thats hw great the impact is.
whoo. maybe i shld maintain a 5 cars distance instead of the usual 2 between myself and the car infront of me. which is rubbish la haha cus ppl will either honk me or cut infront of me =X
***
was having macro lecture in the afternoon and the whole lecture hall were busy concentrating on copying stuffs when:
lecturer: maybe we shld have a test nxt wk.
all of us: huh?!
lecturer: now all of u are awake hor.
all of us: (giggles).
lecturer: lets put it this way, over the next 3 weeks i will gif u all a test anytime. go prepare for it, topics are .... ..... ....
ok, doesnt sound so hilarious now but it was funny then.
the lecturer's handwriting quite small eh, so much so that we joked abt bringing binoculars to the lecture =X haha. the lecture hall so full and infront seats alwis very early got 'chopped' liao. no la actually is cos she uses pen instead of marker, as compared to our poa's lecture.
assignments, tests pouring in. can i pass them? esp macro (gives a big sigh).
***
today's lesson was at 8.30am but on sun morning 3am i was still lying on my bed wide-eyed. then suddenly got msg, its ms shoot asking my timetable for tml. then continue msging abt the ending of tonight's 9pm show etc etc. and at 3.30am i am still nt asleep. then fiddle with laptop, listen to OSTs, hoping it can lull me to slp. no use. and i woke up in the morning feeling very irritated.
i must get rid of this bad habit soon.
but oso nt i dun to slp its i just carn fall aslp.
ok, i had no idea what im babbling abt.
i tink im too tired liao, after a long day.
gg to bed alr.
ciaoz.
eiLeen signed off @ 11:14 PM
Sunday, October 14, 2007
friday:
went for a sleepover at cheryl's place, since our parents wont be home for the night and that my class ended at 10pm too. we spent the night ogling at korean actors at -> www.hancinema.net as well as chatting and laughing like 2 siao char bos (crazie women).
i believe that there was a period of time in S.Korea where it was fasionable for guys to keep long hair. haha. i just tink that they look a lot better with shorter crops of hair.
we are realli crazie over korean dramas.
too bad they dont realli provide sypnosis for the dramas there. if nt can decide which to buy.
i wan more korean dramas!!!
***
i've finished Surgeon Bong Dal Hee alr! super nice. im gonna watch it again since theres nth much on tv anyway. lol. i oli wish that they can include eng subtitles instead of chi cus i can read eng faster and i die die oso want to listen to the korean version.
i was watching Vitamin on chnl 100 b4 continuing to update on this post. damn funny. esp kim jong min. and Hyesung and Dongwan appeared in it too!
***
im having a very bad nose day. hope it recovers soon, as its realli affecting my sleep.
i've also not been keeping my weekly resolution of sleeping early on sundays. haiz.
how how how?
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i guess my monthly auntie is coming to pay me a visit soon.
my emotions are yoyo-ing again.
eiLeen signed off @ 4:48 PM
Thursday, October 11, 2007
i've got so many things to say that i really dunno where to start from.
so, *inhales a huge gulp of air* here i go.
yesterday:
went shopping wif ms shoot. it was 2 plus when we had lunch at coffee club. so hungry that we didnt think of taking any photos of the food. i had slipper lobster linguine while ms shoot had garlic prawn pasta(in the midst of having our main courses, a housefly decided to come and declare war on us = we stopped eating for ard 5mins? or maybe longer i forgot). i love the ice berry tea there so nice! actually i oso like the passion fruit ice tea but i didnt like the vanilla ice-cream that cums with it bcus once it melts the whole drink looks kinda... well awful. so for dessert we had:
ms shoot's muddy mud pie.
its nice! mocha and chocolate flavoured ice-cream with a base. but i forgot what the base is called.
my strawberry romanoff with vanilla.
its so nice la. its filled with my fav strawberries swirling in the orange juice. i duno if those are called walnut flakes but it gives the extra crisp. of cus my fav vanilla flavoured ice-cream too! the combination of all my fav stuffs. super yummy!
we then went shopping after such a sumptuous lunch. bought a few stuffs that i needed. and we caught Death at a Funeral too. damn hilarious can. go watch it.
ard 8 plus we left marina(i almost totally forgot where i parked my car = went up and down the escalators) and headed for simpang bedok where we had our dinner.
we ordered some side dishes.
after dinner, ms shoot wanted to da bao some prata back for her parents so we waited at the stove place where the uncle was preparing it. i was commenting on the hotness of the temperature there and ms shoot then said that the guy was perspiring and she hoped that his beads of perspiration doesnt contribute as an extra ingredient. then i was telling her in mandarin abt the prata story that i blogged here b4. and when the prata was done, i said in madarin that must pay $$, then the indian uncle told us in madarin that pay at the counter in front. *gasps* the uncle knows mandarin??!! i wondered if he had heard our conversation sia.
uncle, im nt saying abt ut stall la its other ppl's stall k?
im like so pai seh :S
i had a half cup of calamansi sour plum left in my car and i didnt know it. it was till 6pm this evening that i acknowledged its existence. pray hard and crosses my finger *no ants pls* lol.
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today:
i woke up seeing scratches on my face. i think i scratched myself during the night. anybody wants to give me a set of mittens? im realli glad that my face is pinkish = the scratched not obvious. if nt i wud have worn a mask to sch or tie a cloth from my eye level onwards - like the grasscutter uncle.
went to da-baoed lunch after sch today. i didnt know why but i suddenly search my bag for my purse b4 i get out of the car, which is something i dont do at all. and tada! u've guessed it. i didnt bring my wallet out. maybe its fate eh lol. can u imagine i placed my order for food alr then at paying point that i realised that i dun even have a cent on me? then i suddenly remembered that i got another mini purse in the car, for emergency purposes. haha. and i totally forgot to put my handbrakes down when i was driving out of the carpark space =.=' the same thing happened when i was driving my mum and maid to the cold storage later in the night =.=' (x1000) tell me am i forgetful, blind or wad.
this is wad we have for desserts tonight.
presenting the eiLeen's homemade chocolate foNdue:
i did everything myself(actually oso nth much to do la haha) except the cutting of the fruits cus i was looking after the chocolate - i was afraid it will burn = chao ta. i didnt use dark chocolate so its not in the usual colour u see at coffee club. and its a little too thick. i contemplated adding water but i think it will taste strange. im thinking of milk? i think they got add a little wine in it too eh. nvm i shall try dark choco and milk nxt time. my fondue tastes not too bad eh! haha. oli a bit difficult to 'zhan' the choco onto the fruits.
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true life story:
there was a handsome guy standing on the road. a gal was walking in that direction and saw his side profile and thinks that he's cute. and so she walked up next to him and said 'Excuse Me' so that he can make way for her to pass and to continue walking.
know what?
there was plenty of spaces ard the guy where the gal cud have chosen to walk.
:D
whats the moral of the story?
i think oli the person knows best.
=P
hahaha.
of cus its nt me la. i dun do that.
lol.
***
last but not least,
this very 'artistic' *ehems* photo is taken by this best fren of mine. it looks nice, in its way. and of cus the credit dun go to the photographer la, it goes to my phone k cus it can create whatever effects u want.
=X
haha.
back to my show again!
ciaoz!
eiLeen signed off @ 11:37 PM
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Surgeon Bong Dal Hee is currently being broadcasted on SCV every Sunday. But due to early classes on mon mornings, i cannot stay up late to watch it on tv every wk and anyway i was impatient to wait for it wk by wk so i decided to buy it.
needless to say, i stayed up till wee hours in the morning watching it. being a medical series, every now and then the doctors will perform CPR on their patients. i spent the whole night watching it and watched the show til 6.30am this morning
and afterwards,
i spent almost the whole of my sleeping time dreaming all about the CPR thingy.
lol.
my brain cells are still thinking abt the show even when im in dreamland.
the show is nice though a little gross cause their scenes are a little too realistic.
***
i was looking for a pencil case for a v. v. v. v. v. v. long time alr. and luckily jus now when i met up with mum for lunch at tampines, i finally saw 1 that i liked. ya la actually is i very picky thats y i went to sch so long w/o a pencil case. but i oli like plain and i mean really plain and simple stuffs. hehehe. i almost gave up searching for it at shopping malls and wanted to try eBay for it. lol.
***
ms shoot went on a trip to thailand last week. and i heard her telling me she will be back on mon. and she told me that if shes not back by then, ask me to call her mum. then the whole of yest didnt hear anything from her and i was too tired and forgot to msg her.
then i thot:
maybe she found her husband there and decided to settle down there and not come back to spore anymore =x
haha, then i called her just now and shes at the thai airport. so is either she tell me wrongly or i heard wrongly. wahaha.
***
today's weather is terrible. so hot. i want to go bathe again and watch my show! haha. fan weiqi's new album nt bad!
=)
eiLeen signed off @ 1:45 PM
Saturday, October 06, 2007
my brain shut down the moment i woke up this morning. i was just so tired. i didnt know how i made it through the 3 hr lecture. i was practically abt to doze off in the car while on my way to meet mum at marina after sch. so i had to blast the radio to keep myself awake.
i havent had enuf slp. maybe thats y im so stoopid(btw its scientifically proven).
***
i bought 3 bags again today. i just have an addiction to bags. maybe i haf the bagaholic disorder. nevertheless i am happy!
***
there was this Silkygirl advertisement by Felicia Chin on teevee nowadays right? the one whereby she applies the lip gloss after she applied the lipstick?
we were all watching teevee yest when the Silkygirl advert came on. after watching, my 5 yr old cousin asked:
'the jie jie eat wad ah? y her mouth so red?'
lol. he so cute can. i tink its cus Felicia Chin was holding the tube of lipgloss which looked like his usual lollipops :D haha.
this is the little imp that asked that question. we all just love him to bits =)
eiLeen signed off @ 5:21 PM
Monday, October 01, 2007
im suffering from the after effects of being sunburnt. my skin is peeling - from my face smemre. my face is extremely dry now and what i can do is just to slap on more and more moisturizer and i even had to pack a packet of baby wipes into lecture, just so i can keep my face moist. arrgh. it itches too. serves myself right for playing in the hot blazing sun w/o any form of protection. wad i wan now is just for my skin to change itself quickly. luckily my cheeks are reddish so its not that obvious that my skin is peeling. im worried abt the peeling on my forehead and nose though.
***
weather is so hot today, i bathed 3 times.
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i had a very long day today. save me from macroecons pls.
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i will be gg down to mediacorp tml. see if u can spot me in yr teevee. i guess nt. wahaha.
eiLeen signed off @ 10:42 PM
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