Saturday, April 14, 2007
Is it a CRIME to be a Fatty/ Overweight/ Obese!?
Does it mean that a person who possesses all the 3 points have to be ridiculed/ said at/ laughed at/ or being TREATED in such a WAY that the person felt demoralised/ unhappy/ sad!?
i AM OVERWEIGHT, so what? who gave u the right to do that to me?! so wad if u r my elder (zhang bei)?! i knew i ought to have respect for u but the NUMEROUS TIMES that u did this made me dun wan to respect u anymore. because u DONT DESERVE IT.
it was 7pm++ and i was having FIRST meal of the day. and cus so many ppl were having meals, all small bowls were taken. i had to take a big bowl. BUT I ABSOLUTELY did not fill it FULL. i oli filed half of the bowl with food. and so i went to the dining table to eat. the first thing that u said when u came up to me was that : wa! eat so big bowl ah?!
EXCUSE ME???!!! it was my first meal of the day ok and i oli filled half of the bowl with food! doesnt mean that i take a big bowl means i ate a lot - it was just that there were no more other bowls that i can take! fcuk!
i love soups, and i love yong tau foo, so when i wanted to take a second helping, i was still considering whether to or not cus i know u will be outside and i just knew what the outcome will be. true enuf - the outcome came true (but its worse 10000000000 times than what i had imagined it will be). i tell u , i wanted to actually take the whole bowl and throw into the rubbish bin. im FAT - so what? i dun have to eat my meals la, FAT people dont have a right to eat isit? ask the police catch me la! i had enuf of it over the years already ok?
im born with such genes can - part of it is that ok i admit i nv do enuf exercises but u also have to see the genes of my family wad and im also big-boned! not totally just made up of fats can! dammit!
if u were telling it for the sake of my health, i thank you. but u are not! you are making me the butt of the fatty jokes you were saying and making ppl luff at me!
so what do u want me to do now? take a knife and cut my fats off?
im not being sensitive or agitated - fat people already have a VERY low self-esteem and yet this have to happen to me.
my frens, now u all know the origin of my shyness, my whatever la.
maybe i shld turn myself BULIMIC, or to contract the aneroxia illness.
PLS: DO NOT LUFF AT FAT PEOPLE. YES WE DO DESERVE BEING FAT FOR BEING LAZY AND NOT DOING ENUF EXERCISES. BUT THIS IS NOT 100% OF REASONS THAT MADE US FAT! MAKE SURE U KNOW ALL ABT US B4 U LUFF. ACTUALLY DUN EVEN LUFF. U MAY BE THIN/SKINNY/PERFECT FIGURE SO WHAT. U MAY HAVE OTHER SHORTCOMINGS TOO. NOBODY IS PERFECT SO JUST DUN CRITICISE OR LUFF AT PPL.
DUN BLAME ME FOR BEING FACE BLACK OR MOODY - YOU ALL WILL NEVER FEEL HOW I FEEL. ITS SUCH AN UNPLEASANT FEELING.
and what i want to do now is to cry and after crying maybe cut my wrist with a knife, or even better - drink dettol, or even eat up the whole box of panadol supplies in the kitchen. (im so glad that i have my own room and situated at 3rd level too. i can do whatever i want and nobody will know.)
go away everybody! im just a BIG FAT UGLY OVERWEIGHT GAL who has no frens no nth at all.
eiLeen signed off @
9:13 PM
