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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

i was taking a nap just now when i actually dreamt of so many things. no 1 is that i went on a shopping spree! haha! im deprived of it. the other one is more absurd - i installed a waterslide in my room! i mus be missing sunway lagoon already. which i am. i miss holidaying. ok, so who doesnt? dreamt lots of other things but forgot liao.

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family business can be tricky. its good when everythings alright, but when some problems or conflicts arises, it will easily spoil the relationship between the brothers and sisters. of course the siblings' relationship is not so fragile till like that but it will still cause a crack which is not something im comfortable about. it had already happened once and luckily everything goes back to normal after sometime. this time seems serious. hope everything's ok as soon as possible.

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exams are coming! what to do? nth else but study n study n study and just study. haiz. 3 more weeks and i'll be free. which reminds me. i had better go buy a big lock tml to lock up the tv in my room. bah! better go study already.

counting down - 17 days.

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.EVERYTHING'S TOTALLY CHANGED.

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

SHE's concert was fabulous! everyone was so high yesterday!

SHE, FAHRENHEIT & SUN YANZI ROCKS!

and i saw wu zun and jiro hee hee hee.

now when is 5566 coming back for a third concert?

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great (sacarstically). early in the morning - (ok maybe not early liao) when i haven wake up, i got awoken by a rude accusation which is loud enough to travel from the 1st floor to the third floor and made me bolt up from my bed. so damn loud ok and i kept hearing my name.

ok so 4 days ago, the keys to my sliding grills and doors had gone missing. i didnt know until my maid told me abt it and she told me i was the one who last touched it (i lock the grills all that at night) and told me she canot find it. so i started to search the drawer which i usually kept my keys in. dont have. search the floor dont have. then i ask her to keep a look out for them when sweeping the floor. then it completely slip out of my mind and i even forgot to tell my father about it. until just now when my father came in and wanted to go out to the balcony, he couldnt find the keys in my drawer. so he asked my maid and guess WHAT? all i kept hearing was my name eileen here eileen there. WTF pushing the blame to me is bad enuf and u had to say it so loud until it reaches my ears and wake me up. bloody hell. luckily my father had a set of spare keys.

he went out and GUESS WHAT the keys are outside. so whos fault is it. ming ming is so obvious that its my maid who bring the keys out with her when she go out onto the balcony and DROPPED it there. HHMMMMMMPPP!!! i oli close the grills at night when she forgot to close it lor. and i reali remembered i alwis put the keys back into the drawer de.

#%^&^*%#%$#&

anyway the air's cleared and ITS NOT MY FAULT!

ok i felt better after airing my grievances (duno hw to spell).

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yeah! tml no sch!

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Friday, January 26, 2007

Yipee! its fri again! :)

Tuesday:
went to west mall for lunch during the 2.5hrs of break. no is dixon went there for lunch, van and i went for desserts. dessert too big a bowl, van and i carn even finish and its way toooo sweet. thot of catching a movie but due to time constraint the idea flopped but we went to the arcade. and raced each other in Daytona. 2 bottles of bird's nest was the bet and i lost to dixon not once, but TWICE. and i still haven pay him his bird's nest. TO dixon: i change it to the bird's nest can drink ok? cus easier to buy. my fridge no more bottled ones. and they dunch sell it in 2s anyway. wahaha. then feeling kiddish and very deprived of childhood moments, we went to do this :

it was done in a rush but nonetheless it turned out so nice, cute and pretty (thanks to van for giving me a helping hand)!

i pasted it on my mirror! so nice hor? :)

Wednesday:
PM's presentation = the last presentation of my poly life! and its over! it was so cold that morning.. brr.. since we were dismissed early, went to Marina with dix and van. watched night in the museum, pretty boring in front but so damn funny behind! owen wilson is so cute (gushes)! then dix had to left and so left me and van. wore heels that day for presentation and cus i didnt plan to go out so didnt bring a change of sandals. i realli wonder how those ladies wore heels and walked practically 24/7. reali 'love pretty dont wan life' --> in hokkien la. i mean at first is still ok, but after walking 1 hr solely on heels it became damn bloody painful sia. haha then van kept on asking me to buy slippers to change. but i too lazy and vain cus wear formal ma then dun match = X ok, so i ask for it myself wahah.. and to date, i still have 2 raw blisters on my little toes.. ewwwwww. did the kiddish thingy again wif van but not as nice as the 1st one so i didnt paste it on my mirror.

Hi van!

i just zhu yi zhe taking photos that i totally forgot that the paint has not dried yet. see how it actually flowed down. van and i spent so much time and effort trying to clear the mess =X

she doesnt like to take photo with me :(

this is much better rite? heh heh.

thusday:
spent the entire class (1.5hr) watching a video which i dont understand 90% of. the other 10% is on such a sad scene, the little boy jumped into the pool w/o knowing there was a short circuit and he got electrocuted. he died. sad.
went to Marina yet AGAIN with ms shoot. as usual oli we 2 were toking on the bus and quite loudly indeed. omg. haha. then went to coffee club for lunch, then tok and gossip again. she taught me a new word. UFO. which i luffed my ass off when i heard it. bah. haha. see what we shared for dessert:

fruit fondue! yummy! :)

me and my favourite strawberry!

ms shoot. see she love poking herself with her fork :P

us! and yes we have very small eyes.

friday:
had a very boring and tiring hrm lecture and ib tutorial today. however, hrm tutorial was so fun! :) went for my driving lesson today since i last took it 2 months ago? went pretty smooth, surprised that i still can remember everything and that the car didnt 'died' on me. that is until parallel parking. twice smemre. wth. hate parking. my uncle say he wana give me intensive training liao till 12th of feb. driving is so fun! hw i wish i can take the test tml. tink i better start revising my IB liao. cus that morning is the driving test la then afternoon got IB exam. hope can pass it on my first attempt sia. if nt its gonna be a long long wait again. but learning manual reali tedious sia, legs mus be flexible, but its better for me too i guess. guess what! i drove myself home today! its so fun! ok im mad. but its a nice feeling. :)

ok, mre random pics b4 i go:

2 lecturers on the run.

mr winsty!

the 3 of them were watching SPD, the equivalent of power rangers outside TS. see they even haf the same poses. so cute! haha.

looking forward to seeing ya all tml Fahrenheit! (Wu Zun!!!!!) :)

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Monday, January 22, 2007

was not very satisfied with hw the way things turned out in IBS. whatever. wads matters most is that i passed and got not that bad a grade. tutor actually cancelled the whole IB lesson today. its not that we dun wan to bring la already have to bring so many things for IBS liao. boo. wanted to type a lot of things abt today but am jus plain lazy.

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i am still very sleepy. my head is still spinning. i guess i need smemre slp. slept lesser than 6 hrs over the weekend. the cruise trip was damn fun! at least a break away from the schooly stuffs(but i still hafto do my IBS there loh). if i dun hafto do that i think i can enjoy myself more. as i've mentioned above, im so tired and lazy so i'll jus let the pics speak for themselves ba.

this is level 12. nice pool and jacuzzis.

i like this pic! its like the 2 of them are in love and looking at each other. whaha it was originally meant to be a candid pic oli.

this is the library.

my mama.

my bro.

haha i tou tou take de.

taking pic instead of doing my IBS.

we were having breakfast when he decided to lie there and see if there were fishes in the sea.

a bbq by the poolside on sat night.

mum suddenly decided to join us for this pic :P

nice sea huh.

sunset @ sea. so beautiful!

we were bored while waiting for gurmit singh's performance.

yeah. mr gurmit singh. his performance damn hilarious and entertaining.

the captain!

statue of liberty!

i didnt know how to pose :X

there are actually alot of tings that i wanted to say but just too tired le.. so i just sum everything up and say i enjoyed myself thoroughly, oli thing is that i didnt haf enuf slp thats all wahaha..

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can finally watch hana kimi and du chang feng yun during this short break after which i think i better start on my revision (which i know i will procrastinate with so many distractions).

hafto go do rmgt then can finally go slp again! i sound like a pig whaha. nitez.

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Friday, January 19, 2007

was surfing net in my cussie's house (yeap im typing from her com) when i logged onto friendster. tada! i found my long lost primary sch best fren! she went to aust after her sec sch and we nv keep in touch since then. no, rather is she found me on friendster and she sent me a message..

wahaha..

ok got to go to the World Trade Centre soon.

better go pee first. buah!

bye.

whaha.

:)

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

today,

im :)

cos projects are all almost done! then tml is fri! im gg on cruise! can enjoy myself over the weekend! (maybe not 100% cus of the IBS)! sch is ending! driving test date is coming! chinese new year is coming!

im :(

cos i haven do my hrm tutorial. i haven pack my lugguage. i haven finish preparing my IBS solution selling call. i have to bring my IBS to the cruise and do = i hafto bring laptop. i am still deciding to go for the driving test not (that day got exam). exams are coming soon.

nevertheless, im still excited! shall hurry up go and finish up my undone stuffs. :D

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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

didnt thot of blogging today. i just click and click and had no idea why im here. well i guess im gonna stick to lots of whiny entries till sch ends.

things are not smooth sailing in life.
oli thing that made me happy today was that i changed my blogskin. love da orange it actually matches my room.

im crazy.
im pek chek.
im unhappy.
im happy.
im angry.
im im im im im im im im im

just a whiny gal.

FRI PLS HURRY UP AND ARRIVE I WANA GO ONBOARD THE CRUISE. WAIT FOR ME!

can smeone call the mental hospital to bk a rm for me? a suite will be nice. thank you.

im having the 2007 Great Depression.

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Monday, January 15, 2007

im feeling very grouchy! Bad mood! Bad day today! stupid incident at the mrt @#%$#&%^! 'india bravo' well i dunno wad to say and i dun wan to say those who know will just know.

this is such a SHITTY week. carn wait for it to be over. no nxt week is also SHITTY.

i HATE sch.

everything is just not going well.

maybe i should just throw all my notes into the sea when i go to cruise this Fri. or i shld just stay onboard foreva and not alight from it.

Argh! maybe my menses are the cause of all this.

i dunno and i dun care.

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

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Sunday, January 14, 2007

wad a great time for my auntie to come.. drank milo dinosaur again, my auntie's gona scream. better pop 2 pills first if not i'll die of agony later, not feeling very well already all the symtoms coming out. ouch. bless me for ib presentation tml and not haf any slip-ups like hrm.

*touch wood*

im sleepy.

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9:09 PM

Friday, January 12, 2007

mum and dad flew to macau this morning and will oli be back on mon. had hrm presentation today, so sad i tink its the worst one i did since the start of poly. i practically froze and i paused for a second - no mayb seconds im reali too nervous or mayb it was the environment, im not used to presenting w/o having smething in front of me. tables, chairs or whatever sort of protects me. i thot i did ok when i rehearsed w van and i think i revised it at least 15 times here and there. disappointed and hope it did not drag my grp marks dwn. anyway we did a great job today guys..

the arrowana did not want to eat w/o my father feeding. the other goldfish ate the worm supposedly for the arrowana and got choke on it. how do i know? cus she carn seem to swallow and she kept spitting the worm out. but spit liao still eat back. my bro fed the tadpole into the tank but aim wrongly so it jumped off and landed on the ground. wahah. 2 of us 'hong' the fishy but it jus didnt want to eat. guess it jus miss my dad. anyway they say that fishes of this kind are very clever and i believe it. even got birth cert la haha... shall try giving it supper at 9 later.. heehee.. spent some time looking and playing wif the fishies. xiao hei is so cute! (xiao hei is a name given by us to a black goldfish).

dabao-ed dinner tonight since my parents arent at home and had dinosaur for our dessert!

milo dinosaur la.. did not look appetising cus we did not use the 'professional' mug for it.. nevertheless it tastes great! the SIM family formula wahha.

preparing for bath so went to close the curtains properly and luckily i did. cus the balcony was flooding. at first thot lazy to take umbrella but thot i jus recovered so better dun take risk. so jus hold on to an umbrella and swept with a broom those leaves that were blocking the 'holes' for drainage purposes. the water so cold sia, and scary - imagine flood until water come into my bedroom and i drown in my slp. bleahz.

always dreaming lots of things these days, when slping la nt day dreaming. yest dreamt that my bro gg for army le and we went to send him off and i cried! maybe i will in march later this yr.. smemre he mus go in 1 day b4 my mum's bdae sia.. tsk 2 yrs v fast de la. another dream is abt someone hu always buLLIED me in sch. but i forgot wad issit abt le. hoho..

im mad. i need to destress. tink im gonna pop down to 2nd floor to sing some songs to myself. bye!

*scoots off*

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7:44 PM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

HELP!! im feeling so sick and terrible.

who invented illnesses?

i LOOK forward to next FRI.

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Tuesday, January 09, 2007

im sick, literally and of something else... had a splitting throbbing headache.. and as to that something else, i dun wan to care about it anymore.

WHO CARES and WHAT THE HELL!!!

PEK CHEK will be the word.

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Thursday, January 04, 2007

woohoo~ its the 4th day of 2007 already! so lemme wish u all a belated (x4) Happy New Year!
May all of u have gd health, stay happy, those have boyfren/ galfren liao all the best, those still dun haf de jia you jia you! :)

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was so extremely tired today after so many days of intensive project doing.. so much so that i actually dozed off in the mrt and missed my stop (my 1st time).. so had to get off and change trains and then it rained very heavily soon after.

so happy! i jus saw from tv advert that Fahrenheit (fei lun hai) are going to be the guests at the SHE concert!!!!! i can see Wu Zun le!!!!! oh my oh my!!! :D

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yest finished project earlier than expected so went to marina wif van to sort of destress ourselves.. wah the bus 75 so hot la practically like oven.. then there was this guy who was sitting behind us and suddenly ah i was like going 'ouch!'.. my hair kenna 'clipped' to the back then i ask van to help me see then she jus burst out luffing... so painful eh, then wan to turn back canot too pain, tried to pull my hair out oso canot too pain, everything oso canot do jus hafto stick my head backwards. :X afterwards, van told me that the guy 'kiapped' my hair with his legs propping up. so gals with long hair sitting in buses becareful ah u nv know when it might happen to u.

went to watch the movie charlotte's web its so nice! i love the storybk in the past too! the animals are so cute! esp wilbur!! 'oink oink'.. but wad happened after the movie is not cute at all.. we walked out of the cinema then there was this spiral staircase so we climb upwards (jus nice theres a grp of boys standing there). alas, no road/ link upstairs we hafto actually go dwn the stairs instead.. so we jus stand there and wait and luff n luff n luff cos too pai seh liao.. ok u all duno y we pai seh nvm we know can le.. van dun dare go marina liao wahaha.. after that we began looking for something.. *hinting to that person* we carried our 3kg laptops + chargers
and walk to so many places to get all the stuffs.. think we walked abt 2km yest. went to kiddy palace and under van's influence, i fell in love with the 'polly pocket'.. we stood there so long to see if we wan to buy the fridge, cashier or polly pocket.. we choose the polly pocket in the end *our xmas pressies for ourselves wahah* walk until whole body ache.

went home seperately, i went to the taxi stand, long queue but no cabs and it was raining cats and dogs. stood in the queue for 20mins b4 cabs gradually started to come.. and one thing was like there were so many empty cabs but they jus wudnt want to fetch u know so strange rite whoever wif eyes oso can see that theres such a long queue. gifs me the impression that they jus wanted to wait for 'on-call' businesses (influenced by reading too much negative reports on cabbies nowadays). all in all spent 45 minutes carrying lappy and standing waiting for my turn to board.

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heart pain sia, yest morning spent 24 bucks on cab as i was running late for meeting, then go home another 10 bucks from marina. today spent another 6 bucks from tanah merah mrt to my home, rained till i cudnt even see the cars on the road -nah- thats an exaggeration waahha.. so 2 days 40 bucks spent on cabs = my 4 days allowance = haiz = oh no = i am gg to survive on water for the rest of the month.

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tada~our self-bought kiddy palace pressie! (b4 opening)
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in progress of building my 'palace'..
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there its done! :)

haha i know wad u all wan to say liao, that im childish rite... no lor i bought it for destressing myself.. to think abt other things other than projects.. been having scary nighmares lately, like how i fall off the rollar coaster (wich i love to play on)... *shudders just to think of it*
long entry rite.. so how hungry or not? treat u fries ba (calls 67773777):

enjoy :P its still warm from delivery!

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guess that will be all for this entry.. too long already can sense that u all are falling aslp.. there are some photos that are still on the waiting list.. so mayb i will post and mayb i wun post! wahaha.. feb faster come! time for me to go do sickening tutorials and projects again.. buaiz..

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