Sunday, July 30, 2006
im so angry!!! 1) my sliding door lock is spoilt = cannot close the sliding door properly and my maid didnt even bother to let me know about it and i still happily on the air con which means im wasting electricity... 2) it was actually arranged that my uncle is to bring my grandpa to the doc's yest for his swollen leg and i actually woke up at 10 to wait for my uncle to come and after a long wait i thot he had forgotten about it or he is too busy and so i didnt dare call to disturb him... so in the evening i told my auntie about it and she said see how's my grandpa's leg and she will bring him to the doc's today... and this morning my aunt gave me a call and told me that my uncle had already brought my grandpa to the doc's... and my maid actually didnt tell me!!! and when i ask her why she didnt tell me, she said she told the other maid!!! WTF tell the other maid for wad??? then theres medicine to be applied too... WTH im so bloody angry! i felt so guilty that i sort of maligned my uncle... even after saying sorry and he saying its no big deal i still feel so guilty and bad that i jumped to conclusions... and there are so many other things that they did/ happened and they just kept to themselves and never tell me... arrrrrgggghhhh!!!!! so bloody no mood to study now! just feeling real very gulity now!!! i thought i will feel a litle better with blogging it out but no it just makes me feel worse... im not throwing a tantrum but haiya also duno hw to say...
PS: For those of u who wants to call the police and say that i abuse/ are mean to my maids, put urself in my shoes first... imagine if they give the medicine wrongly to my grandpa...
!!!!!!!!!!FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!
eiLeen signed off @
12:52 PM
