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Thursday, June 29, 2006

im addicted to the korean show 'gong'... oh my!!! its so nice... now now who wants to buy it for me??? heh heh heh... and this is the pair of specs that cost a whopping $300... burnt a big hole in my pocket... thats all for today... CiaoZ!!! im so happy!!! :)
*Psst i have taken the photo off liao haha*

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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

i've got lots of things to say today...
1) lemme begin by saying that i had an unpleasant bus journey to school this morning... do u know of those people who likes to hog onto the outer seats just because they dont want the hassle of saying 'excuse me' when they need to alight or whatever reason i dont know... but its pretty irritating to see these people being so selfish... ok so i boarded 154 as usual and there was this middle-aged auntie who was sitting in the outer seat and as im approaching that seat, she gave me the 'dont come here' look but nonetheless i stood in front of her... she stood up with a very bu shuang face to lemme get in... after which she begin reading her newspaper... just then i received dixon's msg n was replying when i noticed she was STICKING her nose in to my hp to see wad i was typing... and it happened a few times... hello auntie i dont mean to be rude but do u know wad is privacy??? then i slant my hp to i tink is 35 degrees... then i take my ipod out to change songs she oso want to see see see... then her actions are like im so fat that im pushing her out of the seat... then dun seat the outer seat! ok im getting agitated... auntie, if u happen to read my blog which i think is impossible, im that gal wearing the striped polo t and grey skirt... so conclusion = seat in the inner seat and be considerate...
2) got back 3 out of 4 tests so far and i passed all! so happy! but the happiest is when i got back the treasury paper... didnt expect to get that marks... im like grinning from ear to ear and was so high for the 15 mins after that... i will buck up for the exams and do better yeah!!! now left plb to get back and i hope can pass it too...
3) went to make a new pair of specs today... did a checkup there and -gasp- my right eye shot up to 800 degrees and my left eye 700 degrees with a slight astigmatism... and the optician told me that my eyes are filled with red veins and not due to not enuf slp its because i wear contact lenses for a prolonged period everyday... he advised me to let my eyes 'breathe'... cus not enuf oxygen... guess i better start wearing glasses again... scared i go blind... and it cost a whooping $300!!! shall ask my mummy to invest part of it too??? lol~ no link rite...
ok at this point of time i suddenly forgot wad my 4th point is... i 1 heart 3 uses now...
4) this point is specially typed for vanny... i walked very near past jellyfish today!!! so im so supposed to be happy??? yeah so im happy!!! haha... and and and im realli happy today... a lot of reasons which bu fang bian say la...
5) even this blog is for me to voice out what im feeling i still feel that there are somethings which i carn post it out here so it kinda clog me up so its very contradictory...
ok i shall end here now u must be dozing off by now when u reach this sentence... im out of breathe too lol and since im in such a good mood i've decided to make this entry a rainbow entry (but there are limited colours so there may be repetitions)... bYe! gd niTe! :)

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

haha... im having mixed feelings... the MFS project... hmm... hmm... hmm... haha vanny said im so happy and high when i see and tok about starfish... and especially today when we saw him in a suit!!! heheheheheheheheheheh just want to laugh when i tink of that scene we were so both excited so chicken move (ji dong)... i was thinking that Mr Starfish is so cool u know, the weather today is like 60 degrees celsius and we wearing the normal formal clothings were already sweating like mad and he can actually walk around with a tie and thick jacket... lol... i will NEVER forget that vanny~ and i will constantly remind u of it... :P and the toilet conversation is so comical so qiao la never thought that will hear that almost want to burst out laughing... ok im actually so pig (ok im one) slept quite long when i came hme... but im reali so tired... average of 3 to 4 hrs of sleep everyday... ok vanny u can come and read liao i finish typing le... :)

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

just dead tired... dozed off in the cab just now... was in my bro's room just now printing some stuff... n he was flinging his arms about... guess what - he was practicing the traffic police signs... hes having his basic theory tml... lol... ok no time liao gotta go rush my stuffs... bye... scary... tml gg to sch again...

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JJ RAWKS!!! he's so cute... lol... attended his concert just now... nice! but i still prefer 5566's concert... maybe i shouldnt make that comparison because both are totally different styles... went with my brother, 4 cousins, and my uncle and auntie... he broke down u know at the ending part... ya n basically its the same with all concerts... tried to take some pics but its too blur... my cousin was so cute, he commented that the sound effects were too loud (it was his first time attending a concert) and my auntie said that she will ask them to tune the volume down or maybe ask JJ to sing softly... hahahaha... on the way home, in the car, we were discussing whether if we dare to stand on stage perform... then my another cousin suggested that all of us 7 cousins should form a band, got tall, short, fat, thin all in one group... lol... haha... and so we crapped all the way back... lol... ok maybe u all dun find it hilarious reading it here but it was very very very funny moment in the car as we talked about all sorts of nonsense, like planning our thank you speeches as if it our concert... lol ok im getting very very tired... going to sleep soon...
this is a picture taken at the lobby of First World Hotel... lol... looks idiotic right? lol...

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Saturday, June 24, 2006

oh im feeling so sick... throat so uncomfortable, nose like a running tap... no its a blocked nose... plus blocked ears... went to tampines mall to buy the statione(a)ries... its packed like sardines... saw my aunties and cousins too wad a coincidence... hope im well enuf to do the presentation on tues... i had a nightmare yesterday well at least to me it is... i think i have been thinking too much about my results that i dreamt abt them... i dreamt that no 1: i went for a test and saw 3 questions with asteriks(*)... then i thought that im only supposed to do the 3 special questions so i did not finish the whole paper and it is after the test that i know that im supposed to complete everything... boo hoo i cried in my dream... no 2: i dreamt that i went for a computer test 1 hr late and i could not complete the test and the computer broke down... i cried too... then i dreamt that 2 of my frens went to marie france bodyline... maybe its a sign that i am so very the fat? it must be... haizzz... next week will be a torturous one for me...
Are dreams the opposite of reality?
i wish i knew...

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Friday, June 23, 2006

im...
im...
im...
troubled...
very very very troubled... how??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
and to match yesterday's entry... today's one is the lots of punctuations entry...
im going off...
bye.....................................................................................................................................................
:(

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

im very sick

im tired

im sad

im depressed

im fat

im dreading school

im dreading projects

im dreading the taking back of results

im dreaming dreaming dreaming and just dreaming

i nv used any punctuations today to mark the day of i also duno what day

i missed _______

im going off

what a rubbishy entry

:(

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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

i hope i dun fall sick soon my throat hurts like nobody's business... gonna be dumb soon... :(

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heyhey im back! haha lol back with a sore throat and a cold... it was an enjoyable trip of course... we tried on a new bus which is very spacious and that each passenger has their own tv for watching movies or listening to music... like in the airplane... on the trip there, the bus broke down and we had to travel w/o aircon for like 2hrs? i tell u it was hot like mad... no ventilation... then on the way back the bus cold like mad... lol... ok and actually i duno wad am i typing this entry for its like there isnt any theme for it at all... lol haha... ok shall go do my work now! pray hard i dun fall sick... ciaoZzZ... counting down 4 days to getting back results :(

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Saturday, June 17, 2006

well well well... theres only 50 mins left of my bdae!!! i enjoyed myself tremendously... a very BIG THANK YOU to those people who gave me such a wonderful and unforgettable birthday!!! yeah!!! i gotta go pack my things now if not i will keep on procrastinating it... going to genting tml and will be front(back) on tuesday... oh ya give you all a slice of my birthday cake ba... dont snatch ok got a big one in my hands... :P gd nite everyone!!! :)

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ok so i wasted 7 hrs of my bdae sleeping... im toking nonsense i know lol... but i thot i would want to try to spent 24 hrs of my bdae w/o sleeping... hmm... today's plan is to actually go kbox and a nice lunch wif ms nurse but unfortuanately she fell sick... boohoo... sadded cus we planned for quite a long time le... then like quite long nv meet also... but its ok la we can go next week! yeah!! and dont forget the pressie that u promised me!!! ~lol~ so i went out wif my mama in the afternoon bought my father's father day pressie to share wif my bro... my mum bought a watch for his bdae (my dad's bdae is 20 june) i guess i tml go genting then buy ba... mayb there got gms(great malaysia sales) ok im crapping... BUT a saleslady in the FILAS shop at Tampines Mall made me want to punch her (in words only, im a very refined person :P)... her attitude is like soooo qian bian like dun wan to serve people like i owe her salary eh... hmmp!!! but i shall let no such person spoil my happy happy day... lol hahaha... i bought a pair of jeans, 1 polo t, i tshirt, 3 body shop products... lol i know i spend a lot today but as vanny say, jiu jiu yi ci mah dui bu dui??? then i shared with my mama a cup of Haagen daz (duno how to spell la) Summer Berries Fizz or something... ok its $9.90 a small tiny weeny cup but it tastes really great... at first wanted to let my mama try the Melon Blend which is very nice n refreshing but i swa ku duno that its out of season le... im so lazy to pack my lugguage esp for a few days... mayb i should just throw everything into the bag and zip it up wahahaha... lol ok think i will blog again tonight cus i wont be sleeping... tml gotta wake up early... very illogical rite? lol wahahahha... shall go c if my bdae feast had arrived... im mad today... lol... bwahahaha...

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HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!

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Friday, June 16, 2006

whew... well... hmm... lol... haha i had 2 such very enjoyable eve-days of my birthday... yest met up with my sec 4 gals n we had dinner and after that went to the esplanade where they bought a slice of cake for me n sang the bdae song... but we all ate too full n so i brought the cake hme... had a fun time playing our sechood (childhood) cheers game... in simpler terms it is just plainly splashing water onto each other n i guess all of us got wet... lol... then of cus got the photo-taking session la... we macham tourists la take non stop sia lol... then today did project with my group before meeting up with wenru's group to have dinner together... love them to bits la... im very happy throughout... then ya took photos again... hehehehe hiak hiak... ok theres just too much thoughts and feelings to be written down all here... overall, i want to thank all of u guys for giving me such a memorable 19th bdae!!! i love u all!!! ok its 45 mins left to my bdae and so i shall come back in 45 mins time... lol... buaizz!!! im soooooooooooooooooooooooo happy just so happy............. :)

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Thursday, June 15, 2006

hey u know wad???!!! i FAILED my final theory again... yeah right again for the 2nd attempt already... say not sad ah is really lying to myself la... and so there goes my bdae present for myself... nvm i shall 'bu chang' it in some other ways... hiak hiak hiak... am disappointed eh but what to do not all questions asked are shown in the theory book which is so lame... haiz anyway... private students are really not as 'fortuanate' as school students who have full access to all final theory questions... but they paid an exhorbitant price for it too... lol... hmmm i shall be sad no more - not as if never fail b4 hahahah... shall enjoy myself from today till next tuesday... i self declare holiday... haha... hope that on the 2nd aug i will be able to type i PASSED lol... im mad just ignore me...

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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

nth much to say... bored... lol... oh ya i saw jellyfish in school today... :)

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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

oh my oh my i carn believed that i dozed off till now... but im so very tired... so sorry to those whose calls or messages are unpicked, unreplied or replied in a strange or nonsensical manner... im not in a sound mind at that period... about the funeral... hmmm its already over... actually from the second day onwards everyone's mood seems to lighten up and we were actually examining and joking about peanuts there... at first i was thinking how come my aunties and uncles they all can still joke when i thought a funeral is supposed to be a very solemn affair? we all took turns to take on the night shifts... i tell u its no joke, not even me, my brother or even you may be able to take it... on sunday, those taking the night shift were me, my brother, 5th uncle and auntie and of course my cousin himself... we had to keep a lookout for cats, ensure that the joss stick is still burning and so on... we all went home around 12 plus to bathe and returned at roughly 1 plus... my uncle brought a mini portable tv so that my bro n him can watch the World Cup... after a while they gave up though - reception no good... then we decided to play mahjong to keep ourselves awake and occupied... we used peanuts as $ and each peanut is 20 cents... lol... but when 3am approaches, everybody's mind not working already so we stopped... my uncle by now is already sleeping in the car... i then took a chair n put it against the wall and another for me to prop up my legs, my aunt n bro too... i listened to music and my auntie slowly dozed off, occasionally waking up to check on us... my bro said to take turns to sleep but i carn eh... no idea why when i already had a mild headache... my bro n cousin also dozed off... those stupid cats la got so many u know... then i got to go toilet in the middle of the very silent night... u know those kind of portable metal toilets they used for funerals? the door was kinda faulty... then its like when i tried to close it tight, it went *wham!!!* ohoh i tink the echo travelled all the way from hougang avenue 3 to johor bahru... then later when i coming out, i trippedon the step and again the very loud echo came... so pai seh la woke everybody up... the chair is not very comfortable and i must say even for a person like me who is so scared of heat that the night air is very cold... im wearing jeans and my toes are freezing... time passed and it was roughly till 6 plus where i tabuleh tahan and really slept... my uncle by then had already woke up... so i turn here and there and try to find a comfortable spot to have a nap... by 7 plus, my grandparents came with my youngest aunt... so its monday and the day for my uncle's 'chu bin'... the monk had told us the day b4 to get prepared by 9.45am before the prayers start... then at 10am the monk came and we started going through the ceremony just like the other 3 days after which, my bro and uncles went up to remove the bed which my uncle had slept on... then it was time to move the coffin into the coffin car (CC)... certain religions say certain things like cannot look when coffin is being moved... and we certainly thought so but the person told us that for buddhism its ok we can look for the last time... then all those wearing 'xiao' (u know the piece of cloth which is attached to our clothings usually worn by those younger then the deceased) must take off our footwear and change into socks... then we stand behind the CC and started to send my uncle off... my uncle and cousin and my bro were told to push the back of the CC and the rest of us followed behind... my mom and aunties started sobbing along the way and i tried to control myself... and strangely enough, though both of my eyes are watery, tears only flow out of my right eye... but i still not crying so uncontrollably la... then after sending my uncle to the main road, we boarded the bus and set off for the Mandai Crematorium and something something which i had already forgotten... upon arrival, there is this board which tells u which service hall to go to for which deceased... its so high class u know... as in the whole building and everything all so high tech... we came into an aircon room where the last prayers were held... after which, my uncle's shoes, belts and those things that he used when he was living were placed ontop the coffin, then we took off the 'xiao' that we were wearing and placed it ontop too... before we set off, my 2nd uncle told us not to cry during some point i carn hear what he had said... so during the thing ah i was like trying to keep myself quiet... then we proceeded to the viewing hall, and at first i thot we see the whole coffin being burnt but no it is the process of sending the coffin in... the monk then told us to chant 'na mo ah mi tuo fo' then right in front of us the coffin is slowly being trolleyed to the burning spot... see the coffin come out canot tahan liao then i started crying... i sniffed so loudly la when my mucus all came out... i did bring tissue along with me but at that point who in the right mind will remember to take the tissue out to use? and this scene is really one that i wont forget... even my father who havent shed a tear so far cried... i heard him sniffing beside me... which only made me cry harder... even those other relatives standing behind were crying... after that we went out and took off our socks and throw it away... i tell you those who walked out of that room w/o red eyes is a person with a heart of stone... its hard to imagine my uncle lying in there and being sent off to burn... after that i heard from my father that the monk said not to cry or not to cry so loud la when the coffin is being trolleyed and just chant so as to send him to heaven... then we washed our face with flower water and went back... its already over, but i will still miss my uncle... but im glad knowing that he is in a better place... okok i spent quite some time on this already... better go start on my work soon... i felt bad for dragging my group's time and me myself not doing any work these few days... shall be going to do them now... tata...

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Monday, June 12, 2006

i am so emotionally and physically tired and exhausted... let me catch up on some sleep before i update again...

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Saturday, June 10, 2006

i carn slp and i just couldnt fall asleep... so i decided to come and blog an entry... i guess i just haven come to terms with my uncle's death... went to my uncle's funeral just now... seeing his pic and coffin made me want to cry... i try to control but still tears drop out... then i just bit on my lip and force myself to stop crying... my mum n bro cried too... this is the first time after common tests that i dun feel happy at all i feel so very sad and depressed... i guess its both my uncle's death and my gut feelings about my results that made me feel so... my heart really goes out to my 4 yr old cousin... my bro was telling me that she still didnt know anything abt it - after all she is still so young... my bro was telling me that on thurs she was still saying that her father is sleeping on the bed... oh my... arent ur heart 'soured' just by hearing that? guess im just gonna try n control myself n not cry these 2 days but i know i will surely burst out on monday... i guess i better go n lie down and see if i can fall asleep not... i still haf a long day later... :'(

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Thursday, June 08, 2006

My uncle passed away at 11.55am today. I just came home from my uncle's house. I got a phone call from my brother at around 12.15pm and he told me he is on his way to my uncle's house. I then changed and book a cab but im really so shocked that i didnt even know that i did not finish booking the cab and i waited so long downstairs that i began to question myself did i book the cab in the first place. The weather did not help me very much too it was a heavy storm. I then went back to the house and called for another one. On the way there, i cried and the uncle must be thinking that im mad. what the heck i carn be bothered about him. When i reached my uncle's house, i saw my brother standing at the doorstep crying. Stepping inside, i saw my grandpa and other uncles and aunties. I then went to look at my uncle for the last time. He was so skinny and fragile due the illness and he was lying there on the bed. I cried again. Even though he only had a week left i really didnt expect it to be so soon when he had successfully managed to get better after seeing a chinese physician. Much as i dont want my uncle to pass away, it might be better for him to pass on. The illness really cause him much suffering, stomach bloatness, pain in the stomach, no appetite, frequent mood swings and so on. Thinking in a more positive way, his sufferings had ended and i hope that he had passed on painlessly. Do you know that yesterday i actually had a very strange feeling the whole of last night while i was studying investment. The whole of my heart seems to be so heavy and one will feel that something bad will happen. I thot that it is about my investment test today that im not gonna do well or what. Who knows that it will be like that. It is really a very very very very very very very very sad day for me and im really thinking how am i going to study for CFAS paper tml. Luckily its only MCQs. Life is really precious. Do treasure it and if you do feel unwell, go see a doctor even though its a minor ailment as you really dont know what can happen. i think i better get started on my CFAS which i think is rubbish cause i just dont have the mood for it. i'll just have to try my best then.
Goodbye and Rest in peace, uncle. We all love you.

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im so the very tired... i hate myself! carelessness always seems to come knocking on my door!! thot i can get the transactions cost question correct!! but..but...but.... got careless mistakes!!! want to bite myself... haizz haf to force 8 chpts down on my throat tonight... bless me... gonna slp at only 6am i guess... hee parents coming back tml maybe going to the airport to fetch them??? miss them so much... lol... betta go take a nap first... ciaozzz... *ahem* my birthday is coming!!! on the 17th june 2006 hee hee lol...

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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

im back!!! lol... today's paper should be can pass then see how high i can score ba... haizzz if only yesterday were the same... what the heck... not going to think about it anymore but it still sort of dampen my mood... hmm very sleepy now almost carn wake up this morning... my god i sleep for only 2 to 3 hrs everyday... my classmates all sleep so early... im stupid thats why... ~yawn~ nobody's gonna be interested in my blog anymore... :P put school things aside, im feeling very guilty now... just now while waiting for lunch (no gas supply, called gas company and they havent even reached now, after 1hr had already passed...) i was sitting with my grandpa in the living room... seeing him there with the senile disease, he look so fragile compared to last time where he brought me to school, for tea breaks, our favourite fish soup stall... i curse the senile disease for coming upon my grandpa... i found that i havent been spending much time with him... what an unfilial granddaughter i am... ... he also like suffering from a sore throat which i didnt notice... maybe i shall bring him to a doctor if he havent recover by tonight... my parents are now in Hong Kong and it just feel so strange without them around the house... the house felt so empty... another sad thing... mu uncle, suffering from last stage of cancer had only 1 week left... oh my... when my brother told me this yesterday my whole heart sank... his daughter is still so young... and my auntie is trying very hard to make ends meet... ok i feel like crying again... i know im a crybaby... ok shall start revising my investment already if not i cant sleep by 5am... wish me lots and lots of luck...

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Tuesday, June 06, 2006

i want to cry... i just want to cry... i wonder if its my treasury that made me feel this way or just that whatever... i also dunno, never felt so lousy before... and i really pray hard - let me pass my treasury... sob sob sob sob sob sob sob... :'(

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my mood now is very very very indescribable moody... thats why im using this shade of blue...

IM SURE TO FLUNK MY TREASURY PAPER :'(

i counted my marks here and there and it was either a failure or a very mian qiang de 25 marks... how i hope that its really 50-50% at least then my mcq can help me... the stupid bloody hell question on the interbank market cause me to flunk the paper!!! oh my im realy disastrously sadded now that my broken enlish ---> see i type wrongly and vulgarities all came out... in the midst of counting my marks i vaguely remember that teacher say that the common test marks will be of no secret to the whole class which means --- u all shld know... damn it... i really want to cry my eyes out and poke them blind... then can quit sch... its not as if i never study i did and i really tried my very best already... wad a great kick off start to the tests it definitely pull the rest of my confidence level down... :'( :'( i know its over and its useless for me to think but its easy to say... u try la... everybody around you got high marks and who knows i may be the ONE and the ONLY ONE to fail the treasury paper in the whole BFS cohort... what shit... better go study very much harder for PLB already i dun want to come in writing the same entry as today again... :'( :'( :'(

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Sunday, June 04, 2006

This is my horoscope for today (taken from friendster):

Things are coming together in a relationship -- not necessarily in a romantic way. There are many ways to connect with someone you want to build a relationship with. Most of your attention has probably been put into looking good and creating sparks, but the truth is that there are many different routes that can provide a much deeper and more rewarding connection. Try to use humor, intellect or your political philosophy in a new way with this special person. These areas of your life could help everything come together in a more satisfying way.

hmmm... lol ok i dunno what to comment on it too... im left with cfas to revise and i really duno how to start revising the stupid 8 chpts for that miserable 10 marks quiz... totally makes no sense right 8 chpts for 10 marks... maybe i shld burn all my notes into a cup of water and drink them all up... what nonsense... or i can also put the whole pile of notes under my pillow and pray that my brain absorbs them... wahahaha... yeah i finally know how to post my photos up liao... thanx to myself ... monitor that pic closely i really think that i had the makings of a pig... dont u think that the resemblance of my face to a pig's face is 99.99%? lol shall go continue pigging on my cfas... what a rubbish entry... ok theres no more pic there i've decided to delete it... :P

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Friday, June 02, 2006

why is the number 19 a taboo??? the adults dont seem to want to tell me... cus we were discussing what bdae cakes to get for my father and me... my father as usual prefer pandan kaya... for me i decided to break away from my usual tradition of chocolate cake to fruit cake... then my auntie was saying that shld put 20 candles instead of 19 which is my actual 'ang mo' age... then my mum said ya too and that my father also tell people that im 20 years old... hmm its a great mystery to me... if u haf the answer tell me ok??? lol... its saturday tml!!! but i haf to study... :(

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oh no... i haven slept for so long for a long time already... study till almost 6am then tabuleh tahan then i snoozed all the way till 3pm!!! 9 hrs... u must thinking that im like a pig rite but for the past few days i've only been surviving on 3 hrs plus of sleep only... wahahahah... sleeping is blissful!!! wahahaha... friday already... and as vanny said, lets go to macDonalds because its a fries day... lol thats the gal hu entertained me in school everyday... ok i wana go study investment liao... in a pretty good mood today... because of the 9hrs sleep??? maybe... i also dunno... :P on the other hand n leg, im not exactly sure what mood im in anyway...

*Psst - im still figuring out how to post photos here, if you happen to see this and you do know do me a favour and tag it? thanks!!!

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Thursday, June 01, 2006

hOOOoooOOOoooray!!! finally conquered the Treasury's currencies calculations!!! bUt~ i still have PLB, CFAS and INV mountains to conquer... HOPE that can finish climbing all these mountains b4 the common test week starts... which i think is impossible... bleahzzz shall try my best though... shoot and my bro actually LS on the same day - oh my god - which makes me wonder if they had breakfast, lunch or dinner together??? lol im crazie... haha... and my common tests syndrome and poisoning is not cured yet... guess it will only totally disappear on the 9th of june...and... 8 days LATER which is the 17TH JUNE is my b'dae!!! lol ok i know got no link... just trying to emphasis on my BIG(birthday not wedding la :P) DAY... so heh heh those reading this blog entry heh heh know what to do la hor... i know you regret coming here today wahahahahahahahaha... ok shall go back to my studies... can feel that my face skin(lian pi) getting thicker and thicker when i already had a big fat face to begin with...

CiAozZ... and have a good day everyone...

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