Tuesday, May 30, 2006
so im not supposed to come in and blog almost everyday when i should be sleeping... oh no typo error i mean studying... im too lazy to backspace that word... damn bloody bad mood now... just ended the e-learning chat with my class and the tutors... i tell you the pressure n stress is so intense that im trying my best to not let my brains splatter out... hmm i think after this entry my flow counter no business le... because all my entries are so depressing, uninteresting and so gloomy... i promise!... that it will be better after my common tests... lol cannot promise i can only hope so... haizz think this semester my participation must be hit the lowest record so far... or maybe i always have the lowest marks... have to speak up more during tutorials le speak until the tutors ask me to shut up which wont happen for the next million years... i am just typing rubbish... how to make myself speak more... then sometimes its so frustrating, like when im about to speak up someone else say my prepared answer liao what the heck... mayb im too slow ba... and for the e-chat i said 3 sentences of which none is linkable? then the chat is pretty messy also la... ok off to have my lunch and to put away the procrastination le... sob sob sob sob sob and sobbing my way to the kitchen...
eiLeen signed off @
12:50 PM
