Wednesday, May 31, 2006
im... im... im... troubled by something... its a string of words that i wanted to post here but on second thoughts, better not... inconvenient... haizzz... haizzz... haizzz... :'(
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12:51 PM
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
so im not supposed to come in and blog almost everyday when i should be sleeping... oh no typo error i mean studying... im too lazy to backspace that word... damn bloody bad mood now... just ended the e-learning chat with my class and the tutors... i tell you the pressure n stress is so intense that im trying my best to not let my brains splatter out... hmm i think after this entry my flow counter no business le... because all my entries are so depressing, uninteresting and so gloomy... i promise!... that it will be better after my common tests... lol cannot promise i can only hope so... haizz think this semester my participation must be hit the lowest record so far... or maybe i always have the lowest marks... have to speak up more during tutorials le speak until the tutors ask me to shut up which wont happen for the next million years... i am just typing rubbish... how to make myself speak more... then sometimes its so frustrating, like when im about to speak up someone else say my prepared answer liao what the heck... mayb im too slow ba... and for the e-chat i said 3 sentences of which none is linkable? then the chat is pretty messy also la... ok off to have my lunch and to put away the procrastination le... sob sob sob sob sob and sobbing my way to the kitchen...
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Monday, May 29, 2006
here i am again... changed my tag board le... but not by myself la its by my commonsense-less buddy~shUtiNg... if not ah later she say i unfair la thank huiru oli and not her... see purposely had a thank you post for u eh... honoured and happy right??? heehee im such a goOd friend of urs la... *piAk* slap myself in the face... haha where got people self praise... hmm & haiz... still have to prepare my answers for all the e-tutorials... and have to go revise my work again... so sayonaRa... ~and my mood is still mOOdy~ :'(
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9:51 PM
ohh... i hate it really hated it... that stupid period come back again... and nono i dont mean that scientific 'period' im referring to my 'before test/exam paranoid and panic nervous' period syndrome... everytime b4 any tests or exams or whatsoever i will always have sleepless nights... when i sleep my brain will be like planning and thinking of what to study and whether i had study enough and in the end i woke up so my times during my sleep that i got so frustrated that i decided not to continue sleeping anymore and just wake up... i hate this but i got no idea how to cure it... relax myself? i've tried to but the pressure is intense... nobody gives me pressure except me myself... im not expecting myself to score full marks but i do really hope at least i can get a B or C grade so that the load on my exams are not so great... aiya got stress also good la make use of this free chance to slim down...
hmm... the size of my blog skin pretty small = the wordings also pretty small but what to do i luRve this skin and im totally too very the lazy to go revamp it after i spend like a 6 hours in total creating this??? lol thats an exaggeration though... no i think i should go change the tag board jiu ok liao... haizzz ok i better go study again and tonight will be another sleepness night... maybe i should just box myself and knock myself out flat... bye (in a heavy moody mood)... :(
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Sunday, May 28, 2006
gOt the flow counter up after an anguished 30 mins... was trying to find the spot to paste my html code... lol haha... i felt so pai seh cause i was the one who borrowed the PLB notes from Vanessa but she had to come all the way here to take... hey vanny if u are reading this, i shall compensate by finding your special sTarfisH for you!!! BJY ---> in case you are wondering, i did not mis-spell these 3 letters - they are not initials of Bae Yong Jun haha... theres another person whose initials are BJY which only vanny and i know wahahaha~ heehee... ooopppsss did i say something??? :P the MeL system was supposed to release the common test timetable by 26 mAy 2006 but today is already the 28th and still nothing came out... a little irritated as in how are we suppose to plan what modules to revise first??? on thursday, my house's sCv main box exploded - and i am not exaggerating it practically exploded into pieces which resulted in a tv-less and internet-less night for the Sims household ~thanks to the lightning~ being the tv freak i am, i ask my father to fetch all of us to my 5th uncle's place to catch the 9pm show Zhi Zun Hong Yan... hahaha... and i learnt that i could really die of boredom and have my whole 'night-life' disrupted without these technologies... shall treaSure all of them now ---> what crap... haha think that those who read my entries will think that i am so very the lor so = long winded... but thats the way i am wahahahah... may blog again tonight... so cya!!!
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5:15 PM
yeAh!!! its finally dOne... though i wished that the size of the template could be larger... i really want to thank hUiRu for all her help...i had tried it on my own for the first time and it was only after huiru helped me with it that i knew that i had deleted all the wrong stuff ~ my previous blog had died a wrongful deAth lol ~ ok its getting late and i want to continue watching My Home Affairs and yes, its the repeated series on channel 8 starring Zoe Tay and Tay Ping Hui... shall be back with more entries with the fact that i have roughly a month's break??? dont envy me though... lots of tests and projects piling up into a mountain in the corner of my room... gOOdnite to myself... boNkers me... >.<
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3:39 AM
wOw finally got this up again... had a previous one just set up on friday but a futile attempt to change my template caused the whole of my blog to vanish... amazing isnt it lol i had no idea that i had such a power... :P well will definitely take extra care in doing that again... dont want to have to set up an account all over again... my blog's name and address seems stupid but then again nobody says that they have to be that meAniNgful right??? wahahaha... it took me as many as 100 tries to get an address that no one has - it just shows that mine is uniQue correct??? pay no attention to that sentence had no idea why i typed it lol... guess im really not in a right state of mind now... ok shall make my way to try changing the template again and hope that im successful this time... haha... wiSh me luCk~ :)
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